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Saturday, 1 December 2012
06:52:13 PM (GMT)
I don't get it--- I've been having more anxiety attacks lately and my paranoia has
gotten worse. Way worse. 

My boyfriend (with him being ftm and not having an actual male name) decided to
change his name. I can't say i like it or hate it. Guess I'm just afraid of change...
Change led to heartbreak for me. Every time. What if it won't be just his name that
changes? I just--- I must be making no sense right now. Forgive me. 

I don't know--- I've just been so afraid of everything lately. 

At least our new shipping name isn't so bad. It sounds like the word 'tenor'.

‹Eli.Ray.Sunshine› says :   1 December 2012   486740  
There's nothing wrong with being worried about the change... Just try
not to let the paranoia change you before anything can even go wrong.


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