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Can't Keep the Secret AnymoreCategory: (general)
Sunday, 14 October 2012
03:20:24 AM (GMT)
I am making this because I have been keeping a secret for 2 years and it's starting
to really eat away at me. I have no one to talk to about this except for the main
person involved and I can't do it anymore. To start out I am in love with someone
that I shouldn't be, but love is blind and we don't choose who we fall for. My family
would flip shit if they found out, and i've been having a secret relationship for 2
years. I plan to tell my family once I'm in college but that's not for another 8-9
months. Please guys don't judge me for saying this.. but the person i'm in love with
is my cousin. I know a lot of you will say eew! that's gross and you're babies are
going to be deformed and retarded. First of all that's not even true if you do you're
research you'll learn that birth defects actually that much more increased that they
are with normal couples. But anyways i'm not trying to convince any of you guys to
agree with my situation. I just need someone to talk to about it. We are in love, I
love him so much I don't even know how to express. I can talk about him for hours and
never get bored. He treats me like a princess and will do absolutely anything for me.
We can talk about anything and have amazing communication. I didn't grow up with him
so it's made it that much easier to let it happen and allow our relationship to grow
stronger. Basically, he's always told me that he understands if I break up with him
because family and society but he doesn't want me to obviously. He just wants me to
be happy and he said he'll always wait for me, even if in the end I don't decide to
stay with him. After having that conversation with him, I came to terms with
everything and decided that I really do want to stay with him. He has everything I
look for in a man and much more, and he makes me so happy. The next hardest part is
that we live in different states, so I don't even get to see him that often. But even
though we are far apart from each other we talk everyday and our loves keep growing
stronger and stronger. I plan to move much much closer to him for college, so that we
can be together and start our life together. I can talk about this forever, but
basically I just want to get my story our there and clear my mind a bit. Please don't
respond to me or write me if you're going to be negative or rude, it's really the
last thing I need right now. If you don't agree with it then I completely understand,
it's my life no yours so you don't have to worry about the decisions I am making for

Smart_and_Sexy says:   14 October 2012   189396  
I think it's adorable. Yeah your cousins but so what, your in love.
cantkeepthesecret says:   16 October 2012   449775  
Aww thank you  I wish more people saw it like you
Smart_and_Sexy says :   16 October 2012   242678  
No problem girl, just keep on being in love and don't take crap from


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