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Friday, 3 August 2012
02:14:55 PM (GMT)
My best friend...
I'm resisting the urge to face palm because I respect her.
But when it comes to relationships she has NO SENSE OF JUDGEMENT.
She's in it for the sex and not for the love. She's pretending to herself that she
has love with this guy because she does want that, but she wants sex more, and
that's why she entered the relationship in the first place. It's all going to end in
ruin because she gorges herself on token signs of affection like being called cute
and the promise of sex, and never gets anything real.
And every time this happens I tell her "I'm not getting a good feeling about
relationship. It feels like you're starting this based on all the wrong things, not
love, you know?"
Then she insists, first, that she really likes him, forcing me to explain in detail
all the behavioral signs on her part, and the guys, why it isn't a good idea.
Then she says "Well, it's not anything serious, it's just fun being around
him." and I always sigh inwardly and tell her "Okay..." because I can't stop
AND THEN A WEEK LATER, EVERY TIME, SHE'S TALKING ABOUT HOW DEEP THEIR LOVE IS
and I just have to keep my mouth shut so I don't ruin her happiness while she has it
-it only lasts a couple months tops and then it falls apart and she's in a way worse
emotional place than she was in before hand.
And of course after the fact she says "How do you know me better than I know myself?
You always warn me!"
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