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I need help...Category: (general)
Tuesday, 24 January 2012
04:30:49 AM (GMT)
i recently realized...that i cant control what i think about...
i try to...but my mind always seems to wonder back off
out of my control....

i think horrible things...
things that i wish i could unsee...

i saw the girl that love...just...get riped to pieces...

i saw my family fall apart again 
and my friends all leave

i saw myself drilling my head to get the thoughts out...

i cant take this anymore...

i honestly fear tonight...theres so much shit going on in my head right now...

im afraid im going to see something thatll make me want to actually take a drill to
my head...

im afraid ill see HER gone...im afraid ill see her missing...her in more pain then
me...

im afraid of everything right now...


just please let my mind stay normal tonight....i dont know what ill do if i lose
control this time...





someone please help me...


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