Wednesday, 9 November 2011
09:24:16 PM (GMT)
These past 100 days have been the best of my life.
I couldn't imagine life without you, Jesse.
You mean the world to me, and I don't know what I would do without you.
It really bothers me when you don't tell me things.
When I read things on here that you don't tell me about.
I don't think you are schizophrenic.
IF you are, then you need to go TO A DOCTOR about it.
Don't just take random drugs to try and fix it.
I am here to listen to you, I am here to talk.
I hate that you are like this.
I don't want you to change anything about you, but if you are sad or not happy then
we can get you help, I promise.
It really hurts me that I can't help you.
It keeps me up at night, it makes me cry, it makes me angry.
I love you so much.
No matter what, we will get you help.
Everything will be okay.
Just remember that you are perfect to me.
You always will be.
I just want you to be happy.
BE happy that we are together and always will be.
BE happy that we are going to have an amazing life.
These things that bother you will get better.
I WILL MAKE THEM LEAVE.
IF they bother you, and it is pretty clear that they do, despite what you tell me,
then I will make them leave.
I love you, I would do anything for you.
Don't ever forget.
These 100 days have completely changed my life and who I am.
I hope they have for you as well.
I love you, firefly, and I look forward to our life together.
Everything will be alright hun, I am sure of it