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Monday, 7 November 2011
06:49:48 PM (GMT)
Im siting here
wondering why I even bother to talk to people
why im even bothering to write this
maybe it's because I have nothing better to do
I have been angry lately
with many people
Im not sure why
but I know that there is nothing I can really do
Everyone around me is dying
and it's pissing me off
I mean I know that they can't help it
They don't go "Hey I know what im going to do today! Let's die today!"
But it's just pissing me off because I havn't even goten the chance to meat half of
these people that are dying in my family
even if I have met them I don't know them, do you know what I mean?
My dog did some creepy thing last night, I don't know if he was just moving and it
was the light and how tired I was but it looked like he was having a seizure of some
It scared the hell out of me
My true best friend, my now dead dog, died for some reason, but she kept having
seizures, I hate this vet now, they didn't even try to save her and it just pisses me
Yea she was an old dog, she was 16, but that dosn't mean she is any less important.
Then my mom pissed me off so much because she was to fucking lazy to pay fucking $20
something extra bucks to find out how she died or even give her a fucking good
She was just fucking burned into ash and let go with some other peoples freeking
ass holes
I probly sound really stupid right now
caring so much for a fucking dog
but you don't understand, she was my best friend
the one with all me secrets
she was my dog and my mom just fucking threw everything of hers away
no fucking memorys but a few pics and a stupid clay paw print of hers that the vet
was fucking nice enough to fucking give
sometimes I just want to fucking die
and it makes me scared

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