Don't You Dare Read This Login to Kupika  or  Create a new account 
 

This diary entry is written by ‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖›. ( View all entries )
 
Previous entry: This Story Made Me Cry in category (general)
.....

Don't You Dare Read ThisCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 23 February 2011
09:47:15 PM (GMT)
I fucking hate myself and I hate my life and I am going to fucking kill everyone
including myself because life is a fucking lie.

[Edit: I'm just venting, you mofos.]
Last edited: 27 February 2011

Comments 
‹❀Rebel☮HippyFest☮❀› says:   23 February 2011   137728  
There are so many things wrong with that single, confused sentence.
How do you think you're going to "fucking kill everyone"? 

And just a little piece of advice: You really shouldn't pull the whole
"Imma kill myself" thing if you're not gonna actually do it. It'll
only make people think less of you, and obviously that's not going to
help your situation. Crying wolf and all that jazz.

I guess we'll see what kind've person you are fairly soon then, won't
we?
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   23 February 2011   630747  
@RollsRoyce 
I told you not to read this. 
 
‹❀Rebel☮HippyFest☮❀› says:   23 February 2011   612928  
@CannibalChild 
Yeah, but you didn't want people not to.
If you really hadn't wanted anyone to read this, you wouldn't have
posted it.
Ever heard of Reverse Psychology? It's a wonder :P 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   23 February 2011   313047  
@RollsRoyce 
I don't care. 
 
‹❀Rebel☮HippyFest☮❀› says:   23 February 2011   478691  
@CannibalChild 
Are you supposed to be killing yourself?
Not to be a prick or anything, but this isn't even a successful fake
suicide so far.

A cry for help isn't exactly something be ashamed of, y'know. 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   23 February 2011   229203  
@RollsRoyce 
I don't care. Just shut up.
I'm leaving now. Bye. 
 
‹❀Rebel☮HippyFest☮❀› says:   23 February 2011   618097  
@CannibalChild 
-facepalm-
Telling me what to do isn't gonna get you what you want :P
For someone who pushes attention away, you really are a bit of an
attention-whore.
Just sayin'. 
 
‹☞☠ⓘηη☮☪єηт☣HⓘƃH☠☜› says:   26 February 2011   579587  
@RollsRoyce 
Your an idiot.
I happen to know CannibalChild in real life.
She is just venting her feelings you dumbass.
No need to take it so literal.
Because honestly your coming off as an asshole right now.
And there is a reason why she isn't giving any reasons, it's because
she doesn't have to prove anything to you.
And honestly? "-facepalm-"? That's kinda old don't you think? 
 
‹❀Rebel☮HippyFest☮❀› says:   26 February 2011   808013  
@WyattLuvsPikachu 

So, let me guess, she's still alive? Figured as much.
Notepad works well for venting your feelings in private.
Post it as a public diary and it'll get attention. 

And I am an asshole, thank ye very much. But I'm also the only asshole
who cared enough to come over here and call her a pussy.
Excuse me for taking her "Imma go kill myself kthxbai
-sobsobsobsobnobodylovesme-" routine on FT as literally as possible. 
 
‹☞☠ⓘηη☮☪єηт☣HⓘƃH☠☜› says:   26 February 2011   810981  
@RollsRoyce 
Omg.
You have no idea how much that comment was a fail.
You obviously have no idea what your talking about.
Cannibal didn't want to kill herself when she typed this. -_-
She just wants to vent about some of the feelings she is going
through.
Pretty much what I'm typing now is what I said in the previous
comment.
But seriously though, telling someone to off themselves is not the way
to go.
You should have just not commented at all. 
 
‹❀Rebel☮HippyFest☮❀› says:   26 February 2011   407701  
@WyattLuvsPikachu 
Lol so you, her physical friend, weren't about when she was telling
all the people on FT that she was going to go and kill herself right
that moment? 
She even said, "Okay, goodbye now everyone. Forever."
Where were you, bub?
I don't know what she was feeling when she wrote this, but I started
commenting when I saw her suicide threats running down the walls of
FT. 
 
‹☞☠ⓘηη☮☪єηт☣HⓘƃH☠☜› says:   26 February 2011   595491  
@RollsRoyce 
*sigh*
I can't explain it without it making sense.
But her mindset is way different from other peoples.
When she says this, I know she doesn't mean it.
She was over at my house yesterday, and like she told that I'm a
blessing to be her friend because I helped her with her life when we
were younger.
But now i'm going through some stuff in my life that she has no idea
to help me with, and she is getting really stressed out and
threatening suicide.
But like i said idk how to explain it, i just know when she is lying
and telling the truth, and what she did type was not the truth.
But also telling her to kill herself isn't the way either.
Does any of this that I'm typing make sense at all? 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   26 February 2011   515432  
@RollsRoyce 
@WyattLuvsPikachu 
I wasn't actually really going to kill myself. Not in real life,
anyways. I was killing myself online. I can't explain it... I wanted
to express how I do not want to live on Kupika anymore. I'm killing
Cannibal Child, not killing Lexii Larkspur. And yeah, I'm really
stressed out, and yeah, I was venting. I've changed my mind about
venting though, from now on I'm going to vent through art. Because
that makes people happy instead of pissing them off.

And you can't say Wyatt isn't a good friend because he wasn't online
at the exact moment I was venting. Wyatt is an amazing friend and I
don't care what you think. 

And! Another thing. You think I'm trying to get attention from posting
this in the diary. Wrong. First of all, no one even reads my diaries.
This wasn't meant to be read. The title, thank you. Actually the title
was meant to make people who actually give a fuck talk to me and
people who don't give a fuck to leave me alone, so that people who
don't give a fuck don't comment to say "No one gives a fuck." 
Second, there's no point in venting or expressing your feeling unless
someone else sees/reads it. It's not about attention. I hate
attention. And you don't fucking know me. Wyatt knows me, you don't,
and yet you have an argument about me with him?

Jeez. I was going to delete this the next morning but I forgot. And
now this has become a big deal over nothing. 
 
JackPower says:   26 February 2011   513657  
Hey uh good luck with the whole annihilating the human race. I dont
thing you can do it cause you dont got the gonads, but what every emo
freak.
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   439138  
@JackPower 
Since when am I emo? 
 
JackPower says:   27 February 2011   530960  
@CannibalChild 
Eh then your just a loser. 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   115501  
@JackPower 
I'm neither. 

I'm just an artist with awesome hair. 
 
JackPower says:   27 February 2011   715500  
@CannibalChild 
I doubt you have awesome hair. 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   653449  
@JackPower 
I do. Ask Wyatt.
x] 
 
JackPower says:   27 February 2011   926892  
@CannibalChild 
I dont know who wyatt is and frankly I dont give a fuck. 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   705583  
This is Wyatt:
‹☞☠ⓘηη☮☪єηт☣HⓘƃH☠☜› 
http://kupika.com/WyattLuvsPikachu
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   328886  
@JackPower 
AND JUST SO YOU KNOW

IF YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK

THAN DONT COMMENT

AND GET A LIFE

AND LEAVE ME ALONE 
 
JackPower says:   27 February 2011   430135  
@CannibalChild 
Your telling me to get a life? Your the one bitching about your
miserabl life to a bunch of people online. 
 
JackPower says:   27 February 2011   323900  
miserable* Also why dont you just post a pick of your self?
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   879920  
@JackPower 
I'm not bitching, you are. 

It's called venting. That's a big word, ask your mom what it means. 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   563282  
@JackPower 
And I don't have to prove anything to you. 
 
JackPower says:   27 February 2011   619763  
@CannibalChild 
I know what venting is. And if you consider that a big word then your
just fucking retarded. Anywho you still havent answered as to why you
wont post a pic. Are you scared of being made fun of? 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   150993  
@JackPower 
Uhm, did you not see the second comment?
I HAVE NOTHING TO PROVE TO YOU

No, I'm not scared of being made fun of.
I'm not so juvenile like you. 
And have you never heard of sarcasm? 
No duh 'venting' is not a big word. But you don't seem
to know what it is, so... Maybe, for someone with low intelligence, 
and no social skills, such as yourself, it is a hard word. 
 
JackPower says:   27 February 2011   266520  
No social skills!? Once again your the loser bitching to a bunch of
people online. Oh wait sorry "venting" Any way I think you are scared.
Your ugly or a little overweight (or alot) and you dont want to get
made fun of.
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   674253  
@JackPower 
Honey. I'm fucking skinny.
And totally comfortable with my appearance.
That fact that you are desperate to see me is a little creepy.
You have no social skills because all you know how to do is start
drama, and you will never get any friends that way. I'm not a loser;
I'm the best artist in my school, one of the best singers, and the
best guitarist. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
IM SICK OF YOU TRYING TO START SHIT OVER NOTHING. I CAN WRITE WHATEVER
THE HELL I WANT IN MY DIARY. IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, DONT SAY
ANYTHING!!!! 
 
JackPower says:   27 February 2011   778164  
@CannibalChild 
Hahahahahahahahaha! I like making a bunch of you losers get all riled
up on the internet :D And honestly I couldnt give a rats ass about
you. As for being desperate to you is not true. You said you had great
hair I said I didnt believe you and that i wanted proof. And believe
it or not skinny chicks can also be fuck ugly :D 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   247464  
@JackPower 
Well no shit. But I'm not ugly. You are.
And I know that without seeing a picture, because your personality is
ugly. 
 
JackPower says:   27 February 2011   896558  
@CannibalChild 
Oh I'm crushed! How will I ever get through life now that some one I
dont know called me ugly! Well not me but my personality. Your really
r scared of showing us what you look like. 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   662094  
@JackPower 
Who the hell is 'us'???

I show lots of people what I look like, just not creepers like you. 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   262828  
 
‹☞☠ⓘηη☮☪єηт☣HⓘƃH☠☜› says:   27 February 2011   938770  
@JackPower 
Lmao your such a dumbass :]
You think you know what your talking about, but your just some 40 year
old virgin looking for some little boy dick :]
And yes.
She Is A Skinny Artist With Awesome Hair! :'D 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   266218  
@WyattLuvsPikachu 
Ily WyattChan x] 
 
‹~AsianNekoianNinja~› shouts:   27 February 2011   107529  
By reading this whole thing, I understand how people on this site are
just plain IDIOTIC!
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   27 February 2011   617331  
@DAHKiller 
I agree with ya there, sista.

*realizes you have a penis*

Uh...bro.. >__> 
 
‹~AsianNekoianNinja~› says:   27 February 2011   710686  
@617331

....................... No comment. 
 
‹Azathoth, The Blind Idiot God› says:   27 February 2011   397824  
@CannibalChild 

JackPower is a REALLY poor troll. 

And you know, stabbing stuff animals or drawing pictures of death and
destruction helps me vent, you should do the same. 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   28 February 2011   921629  
@Vampyr123 
Yeah, I'm going to either do my venting in private from now on, or
with art. My new oekaki is slightly gory. And will get gorier when
it's finished. 
 
‹Azathoth, The Blind Idiot God› says:   28 February 2011   429501  
@CannibalChild 
MMMM. gore. 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   28 February 2011   425863  
@Vampyr123 
I'm trying to get it to look like the one persons spine is getting
ripped out, but I can't get the bones to look cracked enough. 
 
‹Azathoth, The Blind Idiot God› says:   28 February 2011   833530  
@CannibalChild 
Oh.
I bet it'll look awesome when it's finished. 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   28 February 2011   421843  
@Vampyr123 
Yeah, hope so. Thanks. 
 
‹***MarshMelllows***› says:   5 March 2011   813198  
my, my poem is simular to this...
 
‹►Lord♪The♪Đestroyer♪of♪Đreams◄› says:   8 March 2011   640008  
There are so many things wrong with that single, confused sentence.
How do you think you're going to "fucking kill everyone"? 

And just a little piece of advice: You really shouldn't pull the
whole
"Imma kill myself" thing if you're not gonna actually do it. It'll
only make people think less of you, and obviously that's not going to
help your situation. Crying wolf and all that jazz.

I guess we'll see what kind've person you are fairly soon then, won't
we?

Honey. I'm fucking skinny.
And totally comfortable with my appearance.
That fact that you are desperate to see me is a little creepy.
You have no social skills because all you know how to do is start
drama, and you will never get any friends that way. I'm not a loser;
I'm the best artist in my school, one of the best singers, and the
best guitarist. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
IM SICK OF YOU TRYING TO START SHIT OVER NOTHING. I CAN WRITE
WHATEVER
THE HELL I WANT IN MY DIARY. IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, DONT SAY
ANYTHING!!!!


i like to sya what is the fuking hell?
 
falalalal says:   29 August 2013   403018  
if your just venting can you like not post this it's offensive
because it's annoying to see people just throw around these words when
people die everyday struggling to survive
‹Gross› says:   29 August 2013   611254  
@falalalal 
You are like 2 years behind on this shit. 
 
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says :   30 August 2013   138539  
@falalalal 

what the fuck. these are real feelings. venting doesn't mean I didn't
really feel these things. 
 
 
HTML Tips

 
Next entry: I've Had Too Much Today. in category (general)
.....
Related Entries
fall_out_girl12: SCREW OFF!!!
Tails_d0LL: I hate myself and everyone around me......
cinamon_cakes: its just another day (i hate you)
jayjay1217: zannessa #4
slipknotgal2006: New poemmm!


About Kupika    Contact    FAQs    Terms of Service    Privacy Policy    Online Safety
Copyright © 2005-2012