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This diary entry is written by Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. ( View all entries )

You pretend everything will change and i'll pretend i'm stable.Category: (general)
Wednesday, 13 October 2010
12:39:51 PM (GMT)
I have no idea why i'm writing this, and i know the whole emo depressed crap is way
overdone on Kupika. None the less i haven't tried writing down my problems to help
cope so why not give it a shot. My dad continues and my mom just follows and i'm just
in the background. Every time i say exactly what will happen yet i'm always ignored,
and just as predicted it does. Putting on an act for my school isn't fun either.
Whats the point of therapy if i can't even vent my problems properly and have to
watch what i say. At this point I just want to blast my headphones until we finally
get a stable home and i'm out of this god forsaken motel. Sometimes i wish i was a
robot, and i could just turn my self off and store myself away until everything is
fine. The one good thing as of right now is i got a small job helping a mom's friend
paint houses. I'm 15 so finding a job at this age is somewhat hard. I'm able to work
a week or two. I leave to start any minute now, although i have a pounding headache
and my throat is so sore i can hardly swallow my saliva. I actually think my hearing
is getting worse because iv'e blasted my headphones so much just to drown everyone

‹Hannahbeth ♥› says :   13 October 2010   651850  
Hey, if you everrrr need to vent out any problems or anger or
anything, then feel free to message me. I know it's hard when nobody
will listen, and, even better, i don't know you or anyone involved, so
i can't judge you. Hope you feel alright soon though. ♥


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