Thursday, 12 August 2010
01:36:21 PM (GMT)
I am so scared right now.
School starts in seven days. August 19.
I told myself at the end of eighth grade a couple of months ago that high school was
going to be awesome. Juniors and seniors kept telling me that the high school years
are the best years. But I don't know.
The high school here is HUGE. I don't want to be the idiot freshman who gets lost on
the first day. I am scared to death of looking foolish.
I'm afraid of being a freshman. The teachers in my middle school were sharing stories
about high school, and they basically said that we (the freshman) are pretty much
isolated from the rest of the school (meaning we have our own wing, I guess), so we
don't get beat up by the older grades. What.
I don't want to get beat up. I can't help being a freshman. . .
I know this must sound childish of me, but I am so nervous.
I found out yesterday that my best friends have NO classes with me, meaning we
probably won't talk much this year (aside from e-mailing, I suppose). This really
crushed me, because we were together all through eighth grade. They don't even have
lunch with me. Who will I talk to? What if I'm all alone?
I'm so scared, and I guess this is just a crazy rant, but honestly. I'm praying that
I know SOMEONE in my classes this year.
Is high school really as scary as I think it will be?
. . .
God, I must sound so stupid right now.