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Monday, 31 May 2010
08:01:45 PM (GMT)
So, From now on, I'm gonna say what I truly feel in here.
I'm paranoid. I think everybody is out to hurt me.
I feel like people talk about me behind my back. I'm insecure.
I have anxiety over it. When I date somebody, I feel deep down, that they might not
actually like me, and they're just with me because they feel bad for me.
I feel like theyd rather be with somebody else.
My mom makes fun of my looks, constantly. And thats why I feel ugly. I feel like when
somebody is hurt, I cant make them feel better at all.
My dad tells me that my mom loves me, but its kind of hard to believe, when shes the
reason I feel ugly.
My sister treats me like a stupid little skank.

I get told I'm selfish, I get told I complain far too much, which I do, but I have
reasons, that might or might not excuse me.
But this is just what I had to say.
Comment if you want, I really dont give a fuck. :/

Oroborus21 says:   31 May 2010   963535  
thats sad. i know a few others who experience a lot of the same
thing. i never understand how mothers or fathers can be cruel to their
offspring. it doesnt make any sense to me. just do your best and
resolve to be better when it its your turn..
and if you make some good decisions in life, demand respect in your
relationships, eventually you will receive the love and reassurance
you need to nurture your self-esteem and confidence to normal..
asightonceforgotten says :   1 June 2010   486094  
I love you baby girl<333
You aren't ugly, and I know me telling you this might not help, but I
am anyway. You are the most beautiful to me Nicki. YOu make me so
happy, you make my heart race in a thousand different directions. You
make my days better when no one else can. I'm sorry if I'm not there
for you all the time. You know what's going on in my life though. Baby
girl I would give anything for you to just be happy. I love you so so
so very much Nicki.

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