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Tuesday, 30 March 2010
02:32:48 AM (GMT)
i feel so sad right now and im crying so much i swear i really dont want to live
right now. im not special and not worth dating anymore. i always get hurt and idk
anymore. i get screwed over so much i swear every guy that did it to me loved doing
it to me just to see me hurt. all the time i fake being happy to make people happy
and not worry about me but inside i am hurting and crying and torn apart and i cant
seem to to get happy anymore, around my friends i can but after a while the pain
comes back and i have to fake so they dont worry. i been engaged twice but the first
one i turned out cuz i wasnt ready and the second one they cheated on me. for every
relationship i been in its like i am a targe to just get hurt and when no ones around
i cry even if i am with someone i still cry no matter what. i just guess life goes on
with me and i am slowly healing but not as fast as i want it 2. and for jerk that
hurt people they are just worthless cuz no one should be hurt ever and feel like
nothing. we are better off with not hurting then to be hurt cuz it just bring stress
on people and it takes a long time to heal that.

‹Her Hubby Forever <3› says :   30 March 2010   462232  
I know the feeling all too well...


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