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Monday, 15 March 2010
04:14:21 PM (GMT)
Here comes the rain and thunder now No where to run, to run til now I disapeared you wonder how Looking for me, Im underground I can't get those lyrics out of my head Somehow, I can't get his face out of my head. It's like he's haunting me or something. He still talks about me to his friends and still asks Katie about me. I worry about him, expecally when I herd about him getting jumped at the movies by the same guy who framed him the first time he got in trouble with the law. I adore him, I really, really do- But I know I deserve better. He has no plans for his future, he's already messed up his record, and he's 16 in the 8th grade. I tried helping him but no, I know nothing about drugs or how addictive they are. I don't know how it is to be raised around drugs your whole life. I don't know how it is not knowing my own father. I don't know how it is watching my family being flushed down a drain. So of course it's my fault his life is horrid. I tried to help, but he didn't take it in. So what am I supposed to do? What can I do? I have no clue, so I'm done. Sam's gone and I'm okay with that. I hope one of these days he'll realise what hit him, and he'll become the man he wishes he was. Here comes the rain and thunder now No where to run, to run til now I disapeared you wonder how Looking for me, Im underground Eminem- Underground

Childhood says:   15 March 2010   632234  
‹She'llFlyThatBlackHawkDown♥.› says:   15 March 2010   476690  
NiikShotTheLoveBullet says:   16 March 2010   198327  
I'm sorry he's doing this to you, Tay.
I'm hoping that soon enough, he's going to crawl back to you
I'm hoping you turn him down and give him a taste of his own medicine.
‹She'llFlyThatBlackHawkDown♥.› says :   17 March 2010   592136  
Now believe me, I hoped he would've crawled back. I wish he would
crawl back. But even if he did, him and I can't date. It's impossible.
He messed up, and now his and mine's relationship must suffer because
of it. I'm not even supposed to talk to him until he pulls his self
together. I hope he does, and not for my sake, but for his. 


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