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Hi, this is me venting.Category: You don't really need to read this.
Tuesday, 23 February 2010
01:43:38 AM (GMT)
You seriously don't have to read it though, it doesn't apply to you guys. I just
have to say this somewhere for my own sanity.

LEARN TO FUCKING CONTROL YOURSELF.
I UNDERSTAND YOUR MOTHER WAS A FUCKING HOOKER BUT YOU'RE NOT HER.
STOP.
IT'S NOT FREAKING GENETIC AS FAR AS I KNOW.

You knew he wouldn't stop you.
Or most likely wouldn't.
You knew he'd regret it.
You knew he's a horrible liar and his parents would find out.
And that they're extremely strict.
You also knew it had happened before and ended badly.
And that it would effect all of us.
And that he would take all the blame.
You clearly didn't consider it much, but you knew.
You probably didn't know that I'd spend my whole afternoon trying to convince him not
to exile himself from everyone and wallow in self-hatred, but whatever. There's
always that added bonus.
Or that he'd be grounded for the rest of the year.
And pulled from literally everything.
And do you regret it?
No.
You're glad you did it.
I'm not.
He's not.
Does that matter?
Nope.
Sure, you feel like a jerk.
I know.
But you'd do it again.
Probably will.
Next time, make sure it's not with anyone who's a friend of mine.
This time I'll probably end up forgiving you.
Or acting like I do.
Because I'm just like that.
...
This is going on way too long.
The ranting, I mean.
This shit is too though.

I want to end this by calling you a whore but I'm not going to.
Because I dislike people who do that.
I'm thinking it though.

P.S.
I'd really appreciate you not giving me a hard time about him liking me.
We both know it's not going anywhere.
Especially now.
Thanks, by the way.
I know you like him.
That's great.
Not my fault.
Give up.
I did.
Last edited: 23 February 2010

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