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Friday, 18 December 2009
05:06:22 PM (GMT)
Bold the stuff that you like, wish, and is true. 1. I think my friends are beautiful and they make me feel ugly sometimes 2. I wish I was an only child 3. I want the world to be as it was when the Native Americans lived 4. I wish I could tell people how I really feel, instead of running scared 5. My best friend is fake, and sometimes I don’t know why I’m friends with her 6. The person I’m currently infatuated with has me more confused than any other individual I’ve ever met 7. I’ve only been kissed by two boys, and I’m sure both of them regretted it later 8. I’ve thought about getting surgery to get rid of my gut 9.I wish I was Alice from Alice In Wonderland so that I have somewhere to hide 10. I’m lonely 11. I have no friends 12. I wish I didn’t post some stuff on the internet 13. I always find ways to make myself the center of attention 14. I hate most of my family for being so closed minded 15. I hate the town I grew up in for being such a bad influence 16. I’m scared of being alone 17. I hate my dad 18. I wish I could stand up to my dad 19. I wish I could be who I really am wherever I am 20. I wish I could tell someone something 21. I want to have a baby 22. I want to know what love feels like 23.I know I spend way too much time on my own, but I don’t feel I have enough social skills to do anything else 24. I have cut my wrist and hidden it under a wrist brace 25. I have had three consecutive dreams about one boy 26. I hate my mom for leaving my dad 27. College scares and confuses me 28.I am afraid to get romantically close to people even though it’s one of the biggest dreams I have ever had 29. I truly have NO idea what I really want to do with my life 30. I never want to disappoint anybody 31. I think all the little things that I don’t say anything about are building up again 32. I want to get out of this town 33. I’ve spent so much time pretending that I don’t know who I am anymore 34. My boyfriend thinks I’m suicidal. He’s right. 35. My friends think they know me. They don’t. 36. I stand on my head for nearly 20 minutes every day. It’s very relaxing. 37. I’m a compulsive exerciser. 38. I don’t approve of my best friend’s marriage and I’m her maid of honour. 39. I miss boy bands 40. I don’t think I’ll live past 30 41. I wake up every morning and have anxiety that I have to overcome to get up 42. I miss my ex, I love my ex, I hate my ex 43. I’d rather talk to your sister than mine 44. I love you 45. I have always questioned whether or not I have been in love 46. I hate where I let myself get to 47. I don’t feel like I have done anything with my life 48. I want to truly believe that I am loved. No ifs, ands, or buts 49. I hate that he is so far away and that I’ve already cheated on him twice 50. I’ve got abandonment issues 51. I work all the time to keep my mind occupied, it doesn’t work 52. I wish my ex-boyfriend would love me again 53. I want to lose 20 pounds, but lack the motivation 54. Reading all these secrets break my heart 55.I sadden when I watch the news as well and see all there hatred that has filled the world, but I know the cause for which it is there 56. I’ve always wanted to tell my secrets but have never had the chance 57.I hate having people come to me for advice. I really have no idea what to say to you 58. I’ve came a LONG way this year. It’s a real accomplishment 59. I want to sleep with a guy just to take his virginity 60. I am so glad you and I are not together anymore and I blame you for the fact that I can’t trust anyone 61. I have lost all hope in humanity 62. I feel I am being constantly judged. 63. I worry too much about my weight. Every time I watch the Notebook, I worry that when I get a boyfriend, he won’t be able to lift me like Noah lifts Allie. 64. My ex’s mother and I still talk on a day to day basis without him knowing. She hopes he will realize what he lost, soon. 65. Every song on the radio reminds me of you 66. I don’t have a friend, anymore, than I can tell anything to 67. I am an excellent stalker 66. I act like I don’t care but I really do 69. College is the scariest and most fun I have ever had 70. I am bisexual. I am not accepted for this from my family. It bothers me. 71. When my parents were arguing when I was little, I used to hide in my room and pretend that I had a sister that was there with me and I’d talk to her. I did this so I wouldn’t feel so alone. 72. I’m confident that if I lost a lot of weight that I would have a better life. 73. When I watch Law & Order SVU, I deeply fear that something similiar will happen to me or someone in my family 74. I can’t pee without the water in the faucet running 75. I would give my life for so many people, but I know half of them would not return the favour 76. I eat something that’s bad for me and then I feel so guilty about eating it that I won’t eat for days 77. Seeing people cry makes me automatically want to comfort them 78. I memorize random license plate numbers in case they’re ever needed in an investigation 79. I’m content with nothing more than one meal a day, love from those around me and the air in my lungs…everything else is just a plus. 80. I want to choose who my organs go to when I die. I hope that they are helping deserving individuals. 81. I travel partly because I want to be able to boast about the places I’ve been and the things I’ve seen and experienced. 82. I dislike married men who don’t wear wedding rings. 83. I don’t know what religion to believe in 84. I fish for complements to make myself feel better 85. Every time a person comes to my work counter still trying to decide what they want, I want to yell at them for wasting the time of the other customers in line. 86. You may not know it, but they get pissed because of you and take it out on me! (to my mom, brother, father, and best friend) 87.I feel ashamed of bringing certain friends around other friends 88.I always feel like I’m not pretty enough, even with everyone telling me otherwise 88. I’m afraid she’s going to get him before I do. It’s selfish and I hate myself for thinking that. 89. I made out with my best friend’s brother years ago. To this day, no one knows. 90. I know it’s lame but I still love The Sims 2 91. I didn’t want to wake up this morning, because my dreams were better than reality 92. When I say I want to be left alone, I don’t always mean it, I just don’t know how to tell someone I need them 93. I have been in quite a few relationships, none of the guys were faithful to me, it makes me feel like something is wrong with me 94. He was my first love. I still don’t know if I was his. I hope I made a lasting impact on him as he did to me. 95. I am jealous of girls that have naturally good hair 96. I’m jealous of anyone who has a talent 97. I don’t drink. I don’t do drugs. I don’t want to. Get over it. 98. Going to parties make me more nervous than anything else. 99. I read postsecret every sunday hoping for familar handwriting 100. A day usually doesn’t go by without me thinking about him and wondering “What if he had chose me?” 101. sometimes i act tough, but im just dying inside. I'm a creep I'm a loser What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here =D

‹vanilleeis› says:   18 December 2009   451237  
i know how you feel about a lot of stuff. i always feel so lonely, i
have always been, no one realises how terrible it is
‹Moi→Nerd is in Despair› says :   18 December 2009   957324  
That's a bit emo. Loads of people have gone through these feelings.
You are not alone, okay? Stop embarrassing yourself.


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