Wednesday, 14 October 2009
11:36:41 PM (GMT)
hey. so i wear little bows in my hair and i have a little white backpack covered in
dinosaurs because i'm so fucking ORIGINAL.
i always flip my short bowl cut damaged hair and i told griffin that i 'didn't care
what people thought' this year, but now i'm straightening my hair, and wearing NEON
blue eyeshadow and 600 pounds of eyeliner, which i used to do neither of. i think my
red plaid shirt is SO cool and i put it on in between every class even though it's
not even hot and it's out of uniform, but i put it on for the FOUR minutes it takes
me to get to my next class, just in case i see jake or griffin so i can impress them.
on facebook, i comment everything griffin does because i think him and i are such
close friends. i say 'meh' instead of 'me' because i'm so cool. i wore a tutu during
the summer and took photos with hannah and we think they're pretty freaking great.
ALSO i hate gabby so much. why? idk haha she's so annoying though! have i ever talked
to her? nahhh. but i hate her! that bitch! i'm gonna go try and make griffin talk
behind her back and get turned down. and do the same with jake! omg! it's okay though
'cause i have my druggie friends, even though i'm too chicken shit to try a blunt.
hey. so i have ONE dread because i'm too scared to make my entire head into dreads.
and i have that follower hair cut that EVERY cms girl has. the short ish one,
straight and layered, that's not even cute? yeah, that one. i lie to all my friends
and then tell them not to lie to me. i'm a total slut, and i get fingered by holden
every other day. but i always call gabby a slut even though i act like were best
friends on myspace! i have a man voice and i think my life is a million times harder
than everybodies. i do weed and i think i'm REALLY bad ass for it. it's pretty much
my life, considering emily found out how much of a fuck up i am. i'm totally bitchy
to everyone, and i skip every class because i'm so hxc! i used to be like bff with
gabby but then i told her i got raped, for attention, and she found out it was a lie
and i was like oh fuck! i wear skinny jeans that are way too tight for me and i look
like i spent 10 minutes that morning just trying to squeeze my thighs into them. i
wear these ugly ass skull vans every day, and i used to have these heart ones but i
left them at the uintah hallo carn last year and gabby had to deal with me. as usual!
my life is so hard and everybody should feel REALLY bad for me, because emily &
paulina don't like me any more ! even though i was lying the entire time!
i really needed to do this.