Sunday, 12 April 2009
01:10:35 PM (GMT)
Is there anyting left for me?
I ask as I travel down my asfault driveway with the moon staring down at me. It wasnt
quite full yet. It's maybe missing a little sliver. Even though the moon was lacking
that tiny sliver, it still illuminates my path. Though the moon can light up my tree
hovered road, its light cannot spot the tears running down my cheeks. Tears of pure
pain and agony. As hard as I try, I cant escape the agonizing blue. The blue sadness
thats drives my lust for the razor so strong. The way the beautiful 1inch stainless
steel kisses my skin. The way it makes me feel as the blood drips down my ancle,
though my wrists havent faced that dream. That dream of beautiful red chrimson blood
draining ever so slowly out of my pained body. Thats whats happening now. A new,
beautiful cut is softly hidden under my thick anclet. It was jus the first wake-up
kiss, just to keep him in my head. Him whom I love with every part of my shattered
soul. he's the glue that holds me all together. He was the best person to walk his
way into my horrid life. Now I've lost him almost 35miles away and into the waiting
arms of a stranger girl. A girl that will push him over the edge of faithfullness.
He'll move on like a never ending river, alot like the ones flowing down my face.
Those tears that feel like ice on my already freezing skin. The viciously beat
against my blue eyes, forcing themselves out. The
yellow-and-very-stinky-gateway-to-hell wasn't going to be here untill much later. I
had pleanty of time to reach for my friend under the bench, hidden like burried
treasur, adn like the way he said goodbye, my good friend gave me a passionate
TO BE CONTINUED!!!