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Sunday, 22 March 2009
04:45:33 PM (GMT)
i am scared of loosing my virginity this year.
because alot of people my age are doing it.
i don't wanna be another one of those teenagers.
i will feel like a whore if i do.
i am only 13 years old.
my friend keeps telling me to do it with my boyfriend.
i think thats what he wants to !
i don't wanna give in though.
i don't wanna feel like a whore. 
i'm so scared.

I talked to my friend that is the same age as me over the phone.
she told me that she wasn't a virgin. 
that she lost it a couple days after the summer she came to see me !!
i was so shocked.
and she said that she felt like such a slut after. 
buut luckily she told me it was with the one guy she knew she loved.

now , i know i don't love my boyfriend.
buut he said he loves me.
i fell in love once though.
i am still in love with that guy.
buuut , he doesn't love me.
so i have to accept that.

i'm so scared.
i don't want to do it.
buut , if i get pressured to.
i wanna know what to do.
what if i give in ?
what if he dumps me a few days after.
or the day after.
or the same day !!
i don't wanna get hurt !
let alone feel like a whore right after.

i'm scared.
Last edited: 23 March 2009

selenagomezurthebest says:   22 March 2009   894252  
its ok dont panick ok?its alright?i got the same feeling
‹3 __ fag nuggets› says:   22 March 2009   364111  
alright. it's just scary.
‹Sunshine<3› says:   22 March 2009   761317  
No offence, but you're probably going to feel pressured into that
kind of stuff all throughout high school. Heck, I'm feeling pressured
into getting a boyfriend. And if he breaks up with you because you
don't wanna do it with him, well then it's obvious he doesn't really
love you.
‹3 __ fag nuggets› says:   22 March 2009   567698  
that reminds me. he said that he thinks he's falling in
love with me !!!
Lyncheh says:   22 March 2009   391152  
If you don't want to do it then...DON'T DO IT. X_________X
‹3 __ fag nuggets› says:   22 March 2009   197874  
it's not that easy.
curlyqwalker says:   22 March 2009   551941  
I got the same way i got so scared i would get cought if you wana
have sex go to the country in you boyfriends car and do it its fells
so good
‹3 __ fag nuggets› says:   22 March 2009   188711  
i am only 13 , he's only 13. he doesn't have a car. i don't
want to do it at this age. i am to scared. i am to young. and i know
that soon i will be pressured to do it.
lurala says:   22 March 2009   726553  
damn kids are doing it really young these days
selenagomezurthebest says:   22 March 2009   252263  
-small- ok lets get this wait i forhot
‹3 __ fag nuggets› says :   23 March 2009   348929  
lurala : yeah i know !!! and i don't wanna be one of those

selenagomezurthebest : whaat ?


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