Friday, 6 February 2009
10:14:57 PM (GMT)
So today, I realized something,
I really can't have certain people in my life anymore.
Its too much right now.
People claim to be "bestfriends" and then they act like they don't care.
That's one thing I can't handle.
Another is a boy,
who is probably the best friend you've ever had,
but he just confuses you so much, it hurts.
You have fallen head over heels, but you can't ever tell when what he says is real or
because you've given up hope, and can't trust him anymore.
You probably don't know who you are, but fuck these tears, because they are falling
fuck this, because I wanted you
fuck me, because I believed in you
and fuck you, because, damnit boy, I just can't even see who you are anymore.
what happens when you have no one to turn to?
What happens when the one you opened up to, pretty much just stopped talking to you?
I didn't write this for pity, I just needed to get it off my chest.
Last edited: 6 February 2009