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holy shit o___o i can't belive i am going through with
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Thursday, 5 June 2008
01:10:18 AM (GMT)
i copied&pasted this out of a message i just sent to my friend because i need some
support right now and i can't type up anything to say right now i am kinda choking up
and i am texting my friend Stephany and trying to calm myself down and she says she
has a headache and can't talk to me is just acting like her life is sooooo bad and
she hates herself WELL I KINDA HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW TOO!!!!!!!

"=[[[[ oh my god i really need some support right now i am dieing >< [yes, i'm
on cinco de mayo my siblings' friend Kurt got so drunk and tried to rape me, and my
sister Tara heard about it and asked me about it so i told her the true and she told
her friend Cat and now they are going to call the police and they just left to go and
get my brother Mike who is most likely getting drunk with Kurt right now and then
they are going to get cops to come over to our house and ask me questions and i am
freaking out i don't know what is going to happen >>><<< my friends Shawn and Alex
were with me when it happened and i know Shawn will do whatever it takes and to act
as an eye wittiness but i asked Alex and he said he isn't allowed in court and i
don't even know what he means OH GOD Mike just walked in the house and i don't know
where Tara and Cat are i'm scared o___o oh god Mike is drunk and high at the same
time -.- jesus christ! WTF i can't believe him he is so messed up dear god what a

HOLY SHIT Tara just walked in and said that she was just on the phone with the police
and told them that it happened behind the A&P and they were going to call the police
of that town but it actually happened behind the abandoned A&P in the town where we
live and she was like crap and she called him back to tell him not to call that
town's police and told me the name of the police officer and IT'S THE D.A.R.E.
OFFICER!!!! D.A.R.E.!!!! I HAD D.A.R.E. LAST YEAR WITH HIM!!! but it definitely makes
me feel better that i know who he is and that way i can be more comfortable talking
to him i guess....

‹.:Claudia:. {♥TheWayWeAre♥}› says:   5 June 2008   885195  
-blink blink- o.o i'm sorry, I can't really help you there.....

ya know when Travis sees this he's might just have a heart attack [not
really but most likely]
‹AudioWhore› says:   5 June 2008   321748  
Travis what the first person i went screaming to on cinco de mayo
[well, i tried but he was at dinner but he didn't have an away message
so i that made me panic even more...]
he wanted me to go to the police from the very beginning but i really
couldn't >< and now...><
Doom_guy says:   5 June 2008   936369  
just keeps geting wierder
‹LoveIsDeadInHerEyes› says:   5 June 2008   595322  
*blink* o.o
‹AudioWhore› says:   5 June 2008   863515  

-poke- ...hey :D
Oroborus21 says:   5 June 2008   432929  
just calm down. it isnt like you are in trouble for anything.

just talk to the police and tell them exactly what happened. it will
be in their hands.

(your brother should stay cooped up in his room or better yet leave
and go to a friends house and get sober or he could get busted for
being high - that could possibly lead to trouble for your mom as

i hope you are ok Ally.
Oroborus21 says:   5 June 2008   342992  
and by the way, ive told you (and others) a million times that you
are more at risk from someone you know (friends or friends of friends
or schoolmates, etc.) then from internet strangers....i hope you do
learn something out of what happened... namely not to be in that
situation without any back-up and to avoid those situations in the
first place
‹sexybitchingApple› says:   5 June 2008   949641  
Omg... omg... good thing i didnt go to hang out with u guys today!
‹sexybitchingApple› says:   5 June 2008   251753  
I always miss this stuff thank god. lol alex cant to go court sorry
im laughin thats funny , but anyways u shud like actually get nine
hours of sleep and take low amounts of sugar to chill urself out for
the next few days... No depression either well that's akk the advice i
have .
shawnman says:   5 June 2008   565712  
dude it is going to be ok
‹sexybitchingApple› says:   5 June 2008   922434  
Doom_guy says:   6 June 2008   887881  
ya nick u miss all the interesting stuff
‹AudioWhore› says:   6 June 2008   544698  
WHAT? well...i guess "interesting" is one word for it...>>...
‹{{♥Gelikerz♥}}› says:   7 June 2008   482399  
aw. it's gonna be okay. Im sorry. o.o
‹AudioWhore› says :   7 June 2008   224285  
aw it's okay i'm just dandy ^^


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