Wednesday, 12 March 2008
12:25:57 AM (GMT)
ok here i go, yesterday at the speech meet i was hangng out with my friends that i
met awhile ago at a different meet, but i got introdiced to this boy, 14 who i saw
at the last one but was too shy totalk to. he came up to me...he liked me. but he
had just broken up with his girl. anyways.. for the rest of the day we where gettign
to know eachother very well (it was much more emotional in life.) he started
wtih other girls like telling this ugly skinny blonde he wants to smack her butt. i
told her what he said and she said "well who doesn't'" i called her aslut lol..
anyways i tried to tell him he didnt understand the real me.. i was sitting on the
gym floor by myself. waiting on the award ceromony crying. My guy friend saw me
crying form the bleechers and he came down to hug me, lol it was funny he wouldn't
let me go. But luckily he didn't find out i was crying until my guy frind told him..
he tried cheering me up. but he was still hanging out with this other chick.. at
award ceremony (which lasteted like an hour) i just stared at him crying.. the girls
next to me just sat there staring at me wondering if i was ok.. but sadly i wanted
to tell him something... I loved him... but i was pulled away by my judge.
we got in the van to go back to our town and as we were leaving, i saw him.. crying.