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Shouldn't I Be Excited?Category: (general)
Monday, 24 February 2014
11:34:13 PM (GMT)
Two years ago, there was talk that we might have to move, depending on my dad's new
job.

I was super excited.

I've always wanted to go to a new place and have a fresh start.

And then the topic just kind of died.

We didn't have to move.

But now...my parents can't afford my grandpa's house.

And we moving.

Should I be excited to move?

I mean I finally get what I wanted.

But yet, I don't want to go.

I think it's the reason why my room is barely packed.

And I can't pack it...like it's really hard for me to do so.

That's not it either.

My birthday is Thursday.

THURSDAY!

And I'm not looking forward to it.

I'm finally turning eighteen, I've been looking forward to this moment since
forever.

But yet, I'm totally not looking forward to it.

It's like I've totally changed into a different person, and I have no idea who I am
anymore.

Shouldn't I be excited that I get that fresh start?

Shouldn't I be excited that I'm turning eighteen?


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