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CreepCategory: poetry
Tuesday, 8 October 2013
10:29:52 PM (GMT)
Have you noticed when you see me in the halls
I look passed you
I still notice your eyes
As they try to drift to me and away in a second
You can't do it
I always catch you
As I look passed you

You thought I'd care when you ran around with her
You thought I'd still care even though it's been a year
Take my words I've ever let escape my teeth and into your ears
And throw them away
Stop letting those words float around in your mind
Grab them all and throw them out
Because they're making you believe I'm still around
And that I'll always be around
When really, all's I'm doing is looking passed you

You think it's about you all the time
You're ignorant and selfish
You aren't funny and you're not cute
You're a loser
You still think my lungs let out air for you
That my drugs are meant to keep me from you
That my smiles are because of you
That when I cry it's because I miss you
When I hold hands with other guys I still feel you
And that when I kiss other guys I taste you
And when I look into another mans eyes I only see you

But the truth is, my darling
I breathe for myself
My drugs are for my own content
My tears are for bigger problems
I hold hands with others for the warmth of their affection 
I kiss other guys because they taste better
And when I look into someone else's eyes I see a better person than you

Someone who's kind
Someone who isn't selfish
Someone who isn't envious 
Someone who won't control me
Someone who's making me happy
And more importantly 
Someone who isn't you

Now I see that you'll always be selfish
You'll always think my life revolves around you
You'll always recap on everything I said
And convince yourself I kept my word
And that one day I'll be asking you to take me back
But when that one day comes
I'll be asking you to forget me and everything we had
And stop thinking about me
And stop believing I'll be back
Because I'll always be looking right passed you


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