Saturday, 4 August 2012
02:55:37 AM (GMT)
life breaks the lavishes, pleases the unfortunate, heals the broken and kisses the
Promises are weak if cant be kept, Guarentee's are just another form of them. Man do
fucking HATE promises.
His words are lies, but believable. But it is him who begs for my forgiveness, when
it was him who left and than lied.
Do i forgive him, idk..... He strikes hard on my weakness which is so far a fear
(strength is my weakness). Allthough
i have no reason to be strong, I seem to be falling! Back into the hole i dug myself
in which to burry my endless, loveless,
still beating heart... </3 that my first love had taken long ago.
I was not going to let another guy come into my life and steal it away again, i was
not gonna fall in love with him and be
hurt by his deceptive disapperance and lack of love like the last! i was gonna burry
my heart so far down nobody could love me
and than hurt me like that again.
but i've been hurt again bcs i refused to burry it and become this bitter old hag
years down the road! so now i have no trust in anyone
but myself and the question still remains...How do i fix a heart thats been stabbed,
ripped out, broken, torn up, thrown to the ground, stepped on
and left there to turn grey? How do i trust again? and whom can i trust?
Last edited: 6 October 2012