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An endless, loveless, still beating heart </3Category: My poetic senseable side
Saturday, 4 August 2012
02:55:37 AM (GMT)
life breaks the lavishes, pleases the unfortunate, heals the broken and kisses the

Promises are weak if cant be kept, Guarentee's are just another form of them. Man do
i fucking HATE promises.
His words are lies, but believable. But it is him who begs for my forgiveness, when
it was him who left and than lied.
Do i forgive him, idk..... He strikes hard on my weakness which is so far a fear
(strength is my weakness). Allthough 
i have no reason to be strong, I seem to be falling! Back into the hole i dug myself
in which to burry my endless, loveless, 
still beating heart... </3 that my first love had taken long ago. 

I was not going to let another guy come into my life and steal it away again, i was
not gonna fall in love with him and be
hurt by his deceptive disapperance and lack of love like the last! i was gonna burry
my heart so far down nobody could love me 
and than hurt me like that again.

but i've been hurt again bcs i refused to burry it and become this bitter old hag
years down the road! so now i have no trust in anyone
but myself and the question still remains...How do i fix a heart thats been stabbed,
ripped out, broken, torn up, thrown to the ground, stepped on
and left there to turn grey? How do i trust again? and whom can i trust?
Last edited: 6 October 2012

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