Thursday, 15 March 2012
11:13:12 PM (GMT)
Don't pay this any attention I'm just frustrated and have to let it out publicly.
I thought tumblr of all places would be somewhere I could feel loved and appreciated.
Well apparently even there I'm invisible. No matter where I go I just feel unwanted
and alone. I know I'm not horribly forceful or original and I need to grow a backbone
but seriously? I've been a member for two months now and I've been extremely active,
even if I'm just reblogging, but I've yet to get a single message. It's like nobody
ever has anything negative to say about me and that's a horrible thing but all the
people getting negative stuff are getting twice as much positive, and anything's
better than feeling this insubstantial. I was used to this feeling in RL but I've
just recently realized that the same invisibility that plagues me in school follows
into the interwebs. Do I even have any friends I can actually trust? Apparently not.
Thanks for all of the support guys.
I'm sorry I don't mean to offend anyone or make you feel guilty but I'm tired of
being pushed around all the time.
On another note I finally decided which Hetalia character I'm most like.
PS: NOBODY COMMENT ON THIS!!! I already feel like an attention whore and I don't want
anybody to try and make me feel ether because that will prove it and only make me
feel even more guilty and annoyed with myself than I am now. So don't.
Last edited: 15 March 2012