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Monday, 12 March 2012
09:12:02 PM (GMT)
It was fun, at first. Trying to create a perfect world. Make it a better place. I guess it just got out of hand. That happens a lot. I do that a lot. In school, whenever we did plays... I was always the kid who was way too into their role. But, of course, that made me the best actor... But what good was that? It didn't matter to me. Acceptance did. And I never got that, even as an incredible actor. Even in high school, my acceptance was only because of my looks or grades. Never because anyone ever wanted to know the real me. They copied my homework. Girls wanted to be seen with me, to make other girls jealous. Maybe creating a new world, with me as God, was my own way of trying to gain acceptance. Of course, in the back of my mind, I knew it would never work. But it was worth a shot. Right? Wrong. Because then... I met you. You're the one that changed everything. Most of me hated you, for trying to stop me. How dare you try to force me to be alone again! As Kira, I had so many followers, people who loved me because of the good deeds I did, not because I'm attractive! But the rest of me loved you. I don't even know why. Maybe it was your wit. No matter what the situation, you'd make some snide comment that that half of me snickered at. It doesn't matter why. It just mattered that I was. I remember you laughing at me. Seriously laughing. Something I hadn't heard until I confessed to you. You told me it was ridiculous. Love was a feeling reserved for the unintelligent, and you didn't have time for it. You, as cliche as it sounds, crushed my heart into tiny pieces. And now, as I write down the jagged letters in this black notebook, I wonder... Will you love me now? -------------------------------------------------------------------- Totally out of character for Light! @_@ This stupid little plot bunny refused to leave my heeeead SO I had to. xD Anyways, this is my first time writing as Light. :3 Itwasfun

‹Cowards•Are•Golden› says :   12 March 2012   405109  
I love it. :3


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