Tuesday, 17 January 2012
11:43:58 AM (GMT)
Okay, update. Christmas was awful. Of course my brother got home late, of course we
had this huge argument and he pretty much said he doesn't feel comfortable with us
(like us as a couple having sex) anymore. He thinks we should take a break for sex,
an indefinite break and that we should spend a little less time together. I told him
I thought we were already doing all that because he hasn't touched me and we haven't
been around each other conscious for more than 30 minutes and I told him I'm not
going to stop him from being with someone else if that's what he wants and I don't
care and some other choice things. And things got sappy and okay whatever.
New Years was great, we were together, the next day the parents came back, dropped
off the little brother and left for their respective enterprises or whatever.
A week later he knocks on my doors, sits beside me and says he doesn't know if he's
really gay. He says he loves me, he loves my body, loves having sex with me, but he's
not sure if it's just me and his attraction to me is mostly self-love or if he's just
gay or what because he likes this girl and wants to see how things will go with her.
Their relationship is going well. Its wonderful. I've been looking for someone for