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Nothing but another poem.Category: (general)
Tuesday, 25 October 2011
07:34:17 AM (GMT)
So this is what my life has become?
Living for the future with no hope in sight,
Coping with the present, which is to say the least, a losing fight.
From going to the world in my hands, to scraping by with a few scraps of kindness. 
And all because of you.
I am not one to blame, for I still love you.
But if it were not for you, the world would still be bright.
The world would still have color to me, 
but now, because of you
The world is just shades of gray and mundane random encounters that flood my life, 
oh how I just want to be free.
What you do to me seems to be more criminal than murder, 
because you are murdering my heart.
because you are murdering my soul.
I am not one to blame, for I still love you.
But the things you do...
Make me chase you around, with your air of selfishness
to making me wonder why you don't talk to me anymore and forcing myself to wonder
what I did wrong.
I am a man of understanding, although sometimes perhaps it is simply a case of
misunderstanding on both parts. 
But I am a man of little patience. As you are a woman of little patience.
And yet it is always me that has their demons come out. 
I HATE YOU, 
I love you, 
I WANT TO DIE, 
I want to live,
YOU MAKE ME CRY,
You make me smile,
YOU ARE THE SOURCE OF MY BLACK HEARTED HATRED, THAT SPEWS OUT OF EVERY ORIFICE THAT
IS PART OF MY BODY,
You are the muse that shines a light that guides my way.
I am a man of cliches, contradictions, originality and simplicity. 
But when it comes to you, 
and the way you treat me,
I am no one.



Yes I know,
It's from a guys perspective. 
I like to base my poems off of characters 
That feel my emotions
The same as I do
<3
"imaginary friends"
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