So I am taking a break from doodling on Kupika to doodle elsewhere or something. Idk.
I'll post to my dA more often if school work doesn't interfere with that. School work
and laziness. Hn.
I estimate this break to be... idk a month or something. While I won't be really
trying/practicing/anything during this break, I'm hoping to have improved a bit once
I get back to doodling here.
Not art-wise, I also want to work on how I talk to people. Being nice doesn't seem to
have a payoff at allllll ughhh so I don't see why I should try to 'be polite'
anymore, but I don't want to be a complete jerk either el oh el. What the hell is in
between that? I'm already Kupika's weird Nazi guy -- not really sure who sees past
And I don't really talk to anyone here, so... yeah. Don't fret I'll probably log in
to reply to messages and crap, post my lame ass poems about slash, but no oekaking
for me herrreeeee. Gotta focus on the big picture. I really like the look of
I'm not really sure what I do when I'm online besides drawing and talking to peeps.
Researching Nazis if I'm in the mood?
TL;DR leaving on a journey of sorts, debating whether or not to be a 'nice' person
(do people even think that lol), and being whiney about my art
GOD DO I HATE THE WAY I COMPOSE THE HUMAN FACE
and for once I'll try to draw a nose that is actually a nose. Gotta appease to my
fetishes. Kupika does not approve of my fetishes. It makes me feel unloved. - needs
ego stroked daily -
WORKING ON JUST STROKIN' MY OWN EGO HURRRHURR
If I ever post my crap up on dA, you can check there if you like my stuff just
that much. Luckily for you gauize I don't post my gayer doodles there.
as a parting... something. I wouldn't call it a gift;
Me as a Nazi. If I was tall and manly. Like you never saw that coming. HURRHURR but
instead of hating 'undesirables', I just hate everyone. If I was a political leader
that could somehow manipulate everyone into supporting me then creating groups that
carried out my murderous acts, I'd so go for it. The hard part is convincing them
they'd have to die as well... hm.
WORSE THAN A NAZI???
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