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GOD DAMN IT NIELS!Category: (general)
Wednesday, 25 August 2010
08:24:08 PM (GMT)
look I don't like croweding your fucking inbox all the god damn time, but sometimes
I'd realy like it if you'd just message me back.
first off. 
did you even stick up for me today when matt and richard called me stupid?
what about when matt hit me?
not a damn thing.
I mean I know your friends are important to you and I understand that but I'm
supposed to be your friend too.
I stick up for you when ken wants to hurt you, I do it all the time! 
I'm the reason you didn't get ran over. 
I'm the reason shes not ACTUALY hitting you.
and I just thought that mayhaps just once you'd be a good boyfriend and stand up for
Yeah I can fight my own battles but when it comes to matt... matt ALWAYS WINS. 
and you dont even help!
the least you could have done is back me up when I told them I actualy have a
condition that doesnt allow me to form correct words.
I mean damn. you knew I had anxiety! 
I mean I know i'm not the brightest of the bunch, but atleast stick up for me when
they make fun of me for something I can't help.
and besides I am smart just not on the subjects that come up in school. 
I just liked to think that if matt started making fun of me youd stick up for me.
I wish you'd talk more too.
I mean im sitting in 5b lunch at that table because I want to be with you,
but if you don't even wanna talk to me, or even hug me or anything I guess I
shouldn't be.
I mean realy the only time we've talked or hug was two days out of school JUST
starting. and I had to tell you to hug me.
we had to plan a hug the day before. 
are you kidding me?

this is quite a long rant and it might seem like im' just bitching at you but I'm
I just wish you knew how I felt.
but you never will.
and I won't tell you,
I don't want to be broken up,
and I don't want another argument.
so I guess this message will just stay here.

spencerful says:   26 August 2010   319421  
Neil Sounds like a real douche sorry dude.... : (
‹XxXThe_RavenXxX› says :   26 August 2010   216180  
nah XD it's cool, 
he confessed his love for me,
but I'm not gonna put myself in a relationship where I constantly feel
like crap.

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