Monday, 26 July 2010
01:49:15 PM (GMT)
anyone else thinking 'summers going by fast' ?
or 'my lifes passing me by' ?
yeah, your not the only one.
summers going by fast
maybe its the 'time flys by while having fun'
or 'time flys by when on the computer' haha.
but it just think it needs to slow down,
feels like on a couple days i ago that i just finished with exams,
and FINALLY got my report card.
but, nope. its been a month or so .
and in 4 or 5 days it will be
august . ):
meaning its only a month and about a week left of summer ..
'my lifes passing me by'
i hate that feeling.
it just feels like a month ago i was still 13,
but nope, april i turned 14.
and i know my 13th year of living i didnt do much,
hung around family and friends(headed to PEI in summer), barely any new friends.
no partys, less interest in anything.
but 2010 is my year of change .. A LOT of changes.
like cherishing the time with family and every moment im still here.
my grandfather has been having his normal spells,
refusing a transfer to a better hospital so ..
we might not have him for much longer...
and spending some more time with friends,
also meeting new ones.
i normally just hang around one of my friends,
but now i got a whole bunch to make plans with,
im also loving it though . (:
plus leaving whats in the past, in the past
its already happened, so i cant change anything,
no matter how much i try .
so, things happen, and no matter how much i want to forget,
i probably wont.
AND (promise this is the last) trying new things or getting into some things i
loved a long time ago
yes, there are some bad things ive tried in the past month,
and some good!
but, at least im trying some different things,
like new music, new hairstyles, new hobbies, or
some old things
like climbing trees, walking around town, chilling with old friends.
thanks for reading,
if you got through it all xD
but even if you didnt, dont worry..
i wont bite you cause you just read the first line.