For Wyatt :P

If you really do understand,
like you say you do,
then I suppose that that means
you've gone through what I've been through?
And you've cried every night,
and blamed yourself for what went wrong?
And you forgot every thing;
your best friends,
and your favorite song?
You tried to move on,
and see what else life could give,
and you managed to survive,
but you still didn't live?
And your mind hardened,
and your heart blackened,
and you swore you were still yourself,
but after awhile,
your weak smiles faded, 
with everything else?
If you are going to say yes, 
forget it. 
I won't beleive you.
I don't beleive anything anymore.
But if you say no,
and you finally let me go,
then what was all 
this trouble for?
I won't trust,
I won't speak,
I won't cry,
I won't even breathe.
I will just close my eyes
and forget.
Forget that 
all the love you showed me
was just a performance.
Just an act.
And the next time
someone asks for my heart
I will say
"Forget it. I painted it black."

[I don't really like this one, and I wasn't going to post it on here, but Wyatt
wanted me to, so I'm dedicating this one to him. It's a poem I wrote forever ago on
Quizilla. You can read all my poems on Quizilla, and my username is Creepychanfan.]