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Tuesday, 18 May 2010
01:01:08 AM (GMT)
Ok. Don't take that the wrong way. I am not gay as in, "OMG! I LOVE GUYS AND PENIS,
etc, etc." I mean most of my friends are girls, I have a highish voice, I hang out
with mostly girls, don't feel awkward when girls open up personal stuff to me, and I
don't spend every moment of my life admirering girls........ Am I gay? Most guys are
always thinkin on how to score and they spray on 3 bottles of axe befoer walking out
the front door! Also I'm always writing about me! What's up with that?!?!?! Am like a
go-to-guy-friend or just flat out gay? PLEASE HELP AND POST COMMENTS!

Comments 
‹*The Girl In The Rainbow Converse*› says:   18 May 2010   322927  
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
JON YOU WISH YOU WERE GAY! :P
YOU ARE SOOO NOY.
YOUR JUST MORE KIND AND CARING THEN MOST GUYS!
AND ITS GREAT LOL!
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   193174  
Well being snsitive doesn't seem like the best thing ever.... You
have no idea how many times I've been called gay. :/
 
‹*The Girl In The Rainbow Converse*› says:   18 May 2010   338676  
MOST OF THEM WAS ME AND MEGAN! OMG WE ARE JUST KIDDING.
AND BEING SENSITIVE IS WHAT GETS YOU GIRLS IN LIFE.
LOL BEING HOT WOULD HELP BUT BEING SENSITIVE IS BETTER
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   573136  
Well 'd rather be hot than sensitive, and I mean outside of you and
Megan calling me gay I get that a lot.........
 
‹*The Girl In The Rainbow Converse*› says:   18 May 2010   725484  
lol. well i would rather u be sensitive. >.<
haha it would kill my love for you if you werent sensitive. xD
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   479093  
Hm... Yea I guess. Still..... Lol. I feel kinda like I also need a
guys take on this. No offence Emma.
 
‹*The Girl In The Rainbow Converse*› says:   18 May 2010   909529  
:P ill tell eddie to. xD
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   543262  
I already asked him. xD
 
‹*The Girl In The Rainbow Converse*› says:   18 May 2010   770368  
Dammit. xD
You beat me to it
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   122685  
Haha! But seriously, I still think I'm borderline gay...... 
 
‹*The Girl In The Rainbow Converse*› says:   18 May 2010   352958  
YOU ARE NOT!!! AND LOL BEING GAY ISNT A BAD THING!
 
‹*The Girl In The Rainbow Converse*› says:   18 May 2010   944867  
MR SPRATLAN IS PRETTY DAMN COOL! DONT U THINK?LOL
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   121757  
Ok ok. Wow. Lol. Sorry.
 
‹*The Girl In The Rainbow Converse*› says:   18 May 2010   143261  
Hahaha I'm not mad. Lol everyone else will be though.
 
‹*The Girl In The Rainbow Converse*› says:   18 May 2010   840855  
Good job lol. But no worries. I think the same thing as u.
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   837124  
Ok. Well They are oficially deleted. I feel............ Weird. When
is Eddie gonna post I wonder.
 
Oroborus21 says:   18 May 2010   734457  
you want a post here or in messages to you? let me eat a quick bite
and think on it
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   520879  
Ok. I don't care. I just desperatly need advice.
 
‹*The Girl In The Rainbow Converse*› says:   18 May 2010   327372  
And Jon lol. You have alot of guy friends.
Dylan
elijah
eathen
tanner
Jamie
and those Asian guys lol. Idk their names
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   162177  
I only know one Asian. Lol. But then think of all the girl friends I
hav! Only gay dudes can take girls stuff and get away with it without
getting knocked on their ass! Do u realize how often I take u, Megan,
Cerina, and Denise's stuff???? Can we say gay?
 
‹*The Girl In The Rainbow Converse*› says:   18 May 2010   980028  
No we can't. Lol
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   610739  
Yes we can! It's obviosly gay!
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   450378  
Imma fag. :-(
 
‹♥♥♥_Mint_kitten_♥♥♥› says:   18 May 2010   419916  
lol
u do sound pretty gay
but no
that just means u get along better with gurls
maybe if u hav like ten dude frends
u might change idk
but u r not gay
 
Oroborus21 says:   18 May 2010   643725  
being gay doesnt have anything to do with what you described. true,
stereotypically, gay guys might be effeminite and such and many are
but in the end you can't say such things transcribe to how that person
feels both in terms of self-identity or sexual attraction.

its my assumption that if you were gay you would feel attraction to
males by this age (and not mere like admiration) but actual sexual
attraction. how you self-identify is something and a process that
takes time and will be shaking out for a while still.

(from what i know about you from behind the scenes I doubt that you
are gay and the things you do with girls are ways youre playing and
flirting with them)

in any case, I think the main thing i would tell right now is that you
shouldnt worry about labeling yourself. Why feel the need to label
yourself anything at all? especially right now in your life. I say you
should just act however you are comfortable and be natural, dont try
to be something or someone you arent. I say you should love whoever
you fall for. Whoever turns you on, you should go for it  with them
(except emma lol). Love and fall for and be attracted to the person
that they are. If it turns out that the person is male then you might
be gay, probalby are. If it turns out that the person is female then
you might be straight. Or you could be bi, or you could be so-called
pansexual or you could be the green M&Ms, all of those are just
"labels" that we put on conduct and relationships and people but they
are unnecessary usually (sometimes they are useful). For right now
dont worry about the label, gay, bi, straight, martian, just worry
about trying to get through these rather awkward, crazy, stressful
years with only a few lovely scars.

There will be plenty of time to afix a label to yourself later if you
really want to do that.
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   432831  
@gurlwholikestwilightfluff
Well I feel gay. Thanks for the post though. =) 
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   230080  
@Oroborus21
Thanks Eddie you have no idea how much that helped. (and lol at the
Emma part. xD  To be honest we're just really good friends.) Thanks
for the helpful advise. 
 
‹Blob of goo? No, It's Ditto!!› says:   18 May 2010   292933  
You wanna be gay?
You, me, tomorrow, we'll go to the skatepark and check out some
hotties!!
 
‹shii-chan♥› says:   18 May 2010   345660  
You don't seem gay..
Two of my guy bestfriends have high-ish voices and they usually get
called gay, but they're not. And they're seriously awesome (:
You're probably better than most guys.
Btw, I lol-ed at the spraying three bottles of axe thing.
I think my boyfriend does that. o___e
this one time i was at his house and I saw this HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE
can thing of axe.
I was like, o_____e
 
StringQuartets says:   18 May 2010   138398  
Just because you're effeminate doesn't mean you're gay.
Jesus Effing Christ. If you're sexually attracted to guys, then you're
gay. If you watch Queer Eye for the Straight Guy, that doesn't mean
you're gay. If you fancy an Ikea catalouge over Esquire, that doesn't
mean you're gay, If you get a mega-boner for some guy in short shorts,
then you're gay. It's got nothing to do with your voice or friend
choice.
 
Jman440 says:   18 May 2010   275347  
@StringQuartets 
Thanks. You're probably right.

@‹shii-chan♥›
Some guys put on so much of that stuff that if someone lit a match
next to them, they'd explode. That stuf does not need to be used all
in one use! U only need a little to stop u from stinkin! Gosh! Some
people use WAY to much and it gives me a headache! Thanks for the
advice. 
 
‹Leslie-living Louder.› says:   30 May 2010   396279  
I think that is called sensitive and innocent lol
 
‹Joli› says:   30 May 2010   613752  
Ur not gay, trust me. Ur just sensitive nd rlly  listen, unlike most
guys. And hanging out with girls a lot means ur a player, not gay ;D
lol jk, but ur not gay. Most girls like guys like this and those guys
are rare to find. So dont worry about it, like Eddie said, its just a
label, u know what u r nd so do ur friends.
 
‹I waterbend biatches› says:   30 May 2010   437628  
you're not gay. one of my friends sounds exactly like you, he's not
gay at all.
 
Jman440 says :   30 May 2010   716922  
Haha! Thanks guys! You all rock! :D
 
 
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