Thursday, 13 May 2010
10:17:17 PM (GMT)
I lay sobbing on my bed. Why does he always let me down? Lord. I think to myself,
"Ashley Jane Kamp, get a grip on yourself. Your 14 years old and, sure, he was your
first love, but, get your mind off him." But I can't. I just can't. I loved him once
before and then he blew it. Anyways, your probably wondering what the heck I'm
talking about. My name is Ashley Jane Kamp and I'm 14 years old. I live in Hollywood,
California with my mother and my father. My mom is an actress so I hardly ever see
her since she's so busy. But it's cool. I like chillin' with my dad. Matt is- I mean
was my boyfriend before he ruined everything we had. I guess this nosy little
person reading this wants to know the story. 'Course ya do. Everyone does. Well it
started out all nice and happy. Then, one day, when I really needed Matt with me, he
abandoned me. When I caught up with him at school, we had a chat and this is how it
went (I'll use M and A as abbreviations): M-"Hey baby!" A- "Don't 'baby' me."
M-"What's your problem?" A-"What's YOUR problem?! You know I needed you yesterday and
you abandoned me! I want a boyfriend that actually cares for me and loves me and is
there when I need him!". Yeah. And after that he just stood there speechless. Boys.
Lord, help me.