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Isabella - Why?Category: Semi-Rants
Sunday, 17 January 2010
09:48:05 AM (GMT)
Dear Isabella,
         Why would you do this to me, Izzy? I tried to make it a joke. Why does
distance matter? Why does it matter how far I am? Does it matter that I lied about
where I live? I know you lied to GreenStar. "Neon and I are thinking of getting back
together" Remember that? When I turned you down, said it hurt to much? Doesn't hurt
as much as this. What about that? You know that what we had was too special to be
destroyed by the distance of a state. You do know. I realize you were hurt, but you
know that we had something magical. I know you haven't forgotten that day you hurt
your leg and I carried you home from the movies. I know that deep down inside, if we
kissed again, you'd feel the magic too. I'm not gonna beg for another chance. I'm too
mature, and not desparate enough. But I will tell you to reach into your heart and
remember the good times we had. You know what? You can't hurt me anymore. What are
you gonna do? Make thelove of my life hate me? Spam me? Break my heart? Because it's
over. You can't hurt me anymore. That feels good. To know that I can rise above it
all, and be where no one can hurt me. I truly do hope you have fun with him, whoever
he is. I want you to have a good life, where no one can hurt you. But I don't want to
be hurt again. I want to just end this relationship on a good note. I love you, and I
will always remember you as  my first girlfriend. I love you. I'll miss you. But I
won't miss the pain. 

GreenStar says:   17 January 2010   659741  
How... sweetly morbid, bittersweet, and sad. ;; I feel your pain. She
hates me too.
Izzylovesthebeatles says:   20 January 2010   738174  
im srry
NeonOrange says:   22 January 2010   707487  
No, you're not. I read ex deppression. You aren't sorry.
carlybear02 says:   7 February 2010   417841  
dont worrie you will find some one
NeonOrange says :   26 February 2010   649367  
Really? I won't find the love of my life again.


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