Friday, 21 November 2008
08:14:54 PM (GMT)
Hi my name is Kacie jakcson and this is how my life turned on me
When I was 10 my dad died he lived far away never got to say goodbye. I'm
now shy and scared that people will die if I get close
When I was 11 my stepdad moved out because we made him. Every night since
I was 8 he drank non stop and he was mean and he would get angrey. THere was time
when I was livieng in my old state i was seven my stepdad and mom was mad they throw
a alram clock at me and hit me and my sister. I didn't know that to my aunt told me.
I am victim of abuse it stop after a while but it will always hurt me inside.
I was just a baby when my mom allways left me with a sitter i grew up
half my life with out my mom. Sh was never there for me. My Dady left my family when
I was four. He went away because he didn't want me to see his pain
I had so many boyfriends and they hurt me and I found the one but last
night we where clsoe of breaking up. Dose he really love me or dose he hate me.
Nobody likes me I am nobody. I want to die. I am ready to go home. My
home is heaven. To get away from the pain I write and post them my stories arent real
deep down indie there is my pain. Everyone dosn't know that when i am hurt I write
they think is a hobbie but it isn't
During the summer my step dad died of a heart attack. I know I hate him but I still
miss the fun times