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Friday, 21 November 2008
03:14:54 PM (GMT)
Hi my name is Kacie jakcson and this is how my life turned on me  

           When I was 10 my dad died  he lived far away never got to say goodbye. I'm
now shy and scared that people will die if I get close 

           When I was 11 my stepdad moved out because we made him. Every night since
I was 8 he drank non stop and he was mean and he would get angrey. THere was time
when I was livieng in my old state i was seven  my stepdad and mom was mad they throw
a alram clock at me and hit me and my sister. I didn't know that to my aunt told me. 
I am victim of abuse it stop after a while but it will always hurt me inside.

               I was just a baby when my mom allways left me with a sitter i grew up
half my life with out my mom. Sh was never there for me.  My Dady left my family when
I was four. He went away because he didn't want me to see his pain

               I had so many boyfriends and they hurt me and I found the one but last
night we where clsoe of breaking up. Dose he really love me or dose he hate me.

               Nobody likes me  I am nobody. I want to die. I am ready to go home. My
home is heaven. To get away from the pain I write and post them my stories arent real
deep down indie there is my pain. Everyone dosn't know that when i am hurt I write
they think is a hobbie but it isn't 

During the summer my step dad died of a heart attack. I know I hate him but I still
miss the fun times

‹Mad♥Hatter♥Love› says:   21 November 2008   586588  
wow....just dont kill urself. That will only send you closer to hell.
‹Emma Bear› says:   21 November 2008   226384  
I don't thin k iwant to i try and i fail
Freddy83 says:   21 November 2008   559489  
hey! not as bad as mine beatiful!
I am already going to hell.
I already tried to kill myself.
‹Emma Bear› says :   22 November 2008   669858  
Freddt your bestfriend you the one who is keeping a live and away
from killing mself if i never met you and been your friend i would of
been dead already


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