Sunday, 2 November 2008
01:01:15 PM (GMT)
When my perants frist split up I was in shock.I felt like I had been crushed into
thousand peces, when this all saterted I was scaried and I felt like I was going to
be ill and I was alsway crying. But now after all that has happened to me I have
changed I am not scared and I only cry sometime and that might be because all the
things bliding up (I always think of it like files of my thoughts and pain and
memories and they all stack up in to one bug stack and some times it gets to high and
all the files fall and that when I get argry or sad sometimes very ill)
All the thing that my perants have done to eachother over 2 year has really chaged me
and I don't know what to do
Should I go to my mothers
or my fathers
Should I just cry
My friend tells me that they are doibng this coz they are angry!
When this all began My mother said to me that I will be fine and every thing will be
2 years down the line I am a reck and My perants are fighting ore that ever and now
all my life is chaging!
Now I don't know if this is a bad thing or a good but I know one thing I will never
be the same again I will alway be shoock up from this excperiance and I will never
whis this on someone!
2nd of November 2008