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Monday, 9 June 2008
04:39:51 PM (GMT)
Reasons for making this page;
x First obv is because i adore my dad.
x I miss him
x I am feeling emotional ( oh no D; )
x & because i wanted to.

18th April 1972- 12th February 2008. That would make him just 36 when this asshole of a life took him away from us. My dad. The greatest. Father of me aged 15, Georgia aged 11, Jack aged 5. Loving Fiance of Karla aged 36. They was planning to get married this November. He stood at 6"5. Tall but a big softie at heart. Why must life be so cruel? He worked hard to provide for our family. Treating us all the time. Tbh we was his life. He was our life. Everyone who knew him loved him dearily. You only needed to be around him 5minutes to realise what a nice, funny, genuine man he was. His death was a shock to everyone. A week earlier the date it happened, he was just normal. Then he started to get flu-like symptons. He went to the hospital where he was diagnosed with pneunonia. If only that was the last of it. My dad grew sicker. With further Examining of his sickness the doctors realised he had something worse Legionnaires' disease. Its caught through water. He was put on a life machine and all his organs failed. He never woke up. I never got to say goodbye. Being an ass what i am i never went to see him in hospital. I wish i did now. I know its not nice to put the blame on anyone, but i know exactly whos fault it was. Our landlord. like i said before it is caught through water. Since we have moved into the house we constantly complained to the landlord about the boiler not working and our bath leaking. It being a whirlpool bath it was constantly leaking. All he said was 'cover the middle hole while your in the bath' The water must of been under the bath going mouldy. Dad must of inhaled it. If the landlord done his job properly my dad would be still alive today. He put us ALL at risk. I hope he rots in hell for what pain he has caused my family. A couple of weeks later the heartless ass was sending us threatening text messages to get out of the house because of an 'unpaid bill' The bill wasnt paid because we was told not to live there for a week or so cos of the health risks. He is a heartless shit. People keep telling me 'it will slowly get better over time' I know for a fact i will never get over what has happened. My dad didnt even get to have his own grandchildren, watch us grow, see his only son start infants school. His whole life has been unfairly taken away. Why him though? There are plenty of other people out there who are wasting a life. Peadophiles, Cold hearted murders. I just cant take in why him. To finish this off i just want to mention how honoured i was to know him, to be his first born daughter. To be a 'daddys girl.' And all the other people out there with dads, mums. Respect them, love them. You'll miss them when their gone. Love you always and forever Dad. ♥ Lauren xxxx

‹JessicaBANGBANG› says:   10 June 2008   417747  
poor man, i got a tear 

atleast you know hes in a better place now 
Random_Lauren_XD says:   11 June 2008   985865  

i guess
‹SantaClause.♥› says:   12 June 2008   292239  
Lauren, I know I don't know you very well but...D; That is so
There is other people who could've died but...God only takes the best.
I know I'm not a help or anything but....I'm sorry for your loss. 
Random_Lauren_XD says:   13 June 2008   537113  
means alot people just reading tbh.
‹JustWriteHerANightmare› says:   20 June 2008   258675  
I don't know you that well either and I just happened to come across
your profile and all.....and I know how it feels to lose someone dear
and close to you....And they are wrong, you'll never get over
it.....and it may seem that everyday gets harder and harder to go on
without them but eventually you begin to let lose and realize that
he's gone and not coming back.....If you need someone to talk to I'm
here.....I lost my grandma and she was the closest thing to me....she
was like my second mom......and I went sucidal and at the time I
thought I couldn't live.....but now that I look back on all the time
we spent together and it still brings tears to my eyes.....anyways, I
don't feel like I'm helping much....Sorry....*hugs* I'm here to talk
Random_Lauren_XD says :   20 June 2008   783588  
Thanks for the support.
sorry about your grandma

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