Saturday, 2 February 2008
12:09:23 AM (GMT)
This is something I wrote a few days ago..
Look at us, a picture perfect family. Hardworking dad, sweet but stern mother,
And me. The odd one out. I don't belong and never will.
I'm not his. I am leftover from past connections. And it hurts.
Because he may love me to an extent, but he will never, never, love me like he
And I've learned to accept this. I just want to belong.
For the first time in a long time, I feel truly happy.
I just sit and imagine- what if I kept this inside? Would he ever find out? And would
I ever expirience this feeling?
Love, the definition clearer than ever. Can you blame me?
This is the first time I've had the feeling returned to me. I'd give my life for his
happiness, does he know? I smile to myself. Another thing to confess.
Ok, Before and After are about two completly different things ok? ^^; Try to guess
what each are about, tell me what you make of these. ^^