Saturday, 3 February 2007
06:30:30 AM (GMT)
I go to a drama group and one of my friends there is called Ryan. I only met him in
September/October 2006 but we really hit it off and we get on really well.
However, a lot of the girls I know from school are his exes and before I met him, I
only ever heard about how horrible he is. He's always been sweet to me, so I found
it very hard to believe that he could possibly be as bad as everyone said.
Then last night....he asked me out. And I totally freaked because I don't really see
him that way, not seriously. I had a little crush on him when we first met, but then
we got to be good friends and I got over it.
So instead of answering his text, I called my best friend and had a total breakdown
over the phone. And she's decided that I'm not allowed to date him because he has a
serious 'reputation' (if y'know what I mean). And now I don't know what to do
because I totally respect Kate's (my best friend's) opinion. But I don't want to
hurt his feelings or anything.
But then again, if he is, as Kate says, only after one thing, then would it be
hurting his feelings to turn him down?
And does it make me a bad person that since he asked me out he's texted me twice
(about something different) but I can't bring myself to reply?
I'm really really really confused
Help me please someone!
Any advice greatly appreciated
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