Friday, 29 May 2015
02:36:50 AM (GMT)
Basically, I need to just accept that I'm going to have to find an asexual guy.
There's no hope for anything else. I don't know how or why everyone got to be so damn
obsessed with sex, but I know I can't deal with it, and I have to deal with the fact
that I can't deal with it.
I told (insert name here) that even tho I'm attracted to him, I'm not sexually
interested in him, because I simply don't have a sex drive. And he reacted as if I'd
just said, "Yeah lol I was jk when I said I loved you lol I got you good huh?
And once I'd convinced him I did in fact still love him---
He still acted so damn hurt.
I don't understand it. I just don't feel that way about sex. I don't get it. I need
someone who gets that I don't get it. Someone who gets that I like to express love in
I can't be with someone if I'm either hurting them by not giving them sex, or hurting
myself by giving it to them.