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Friday, 14 November 2014
03:34:04 PM (GMT)
I speak of love. 

I speak of the love bestowed to me by you and no matter how hard I try, I can't stop
feeling like a teenage girl with a crush. You don't know how cute you are. How you'll
message me in the morning and how you'll go out of your way to walk me from my
classes. It's legit the best thing ever. 

I speak of blood.

The red dripping down my arm as the words speak for themselves. I am
worthless. This is something I believe, my parents think I'm worthless, my
friends think I'm worthless, you think I'm irreplaceable, and hearing you say that
makes me smile because I want to believe it, but I still end up at home with blood
painting the walls of my mind and dripping down my body. 

I speak of sex.

How everyone thinks I'm promiscuous, but I'm not. They ask me why I show off myself,
if I think I'm pretty. I don't. I hate my body. I hate my breasts. I hate it all. So,
why do it? Darling, that is something I can't answer.

crazyhot says :   14 November 2014   829956  
I Speak to you: You go tell that random stranger 
Lets see some skull hammering

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