my feelings are all confused and weird..

i just know she's teasing me again.. or something.. maybe she gets a kick out of it.
   me pouring my heart out and tellng her how I feel.. how I won't be happy without
her in my life..
  and.. then to cry myself to sleep when she tells me she got a boyfriend..

i can't help it.
   i love her..

but she doesn't love me, does she?


i think i just... should get her out of my life..
   wouldn't have to deal with not being able to be with her..

i dont know.
  i say this.. but i always end up talking to her again..

im stupid.