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advice/thoughts of the day 1 (you dont have to follow it its not spell
checked or anything just from the heart )
Category: (general)
Tuesday, 26 November 2013
01:02:35 AM (GMT)
dear whomever,
	here it goes again although i continue on a different computer my life is all the
same. One cold winter day i was walking along the road when i discovered a quarter.
You might think why is this relevant well it wasn't exactly in ordinary quarter this
quarter had the same face on each side though similar in appearance they were
actually two different people.. See that applies to both us and other people. Many
people have two sides they can show trusting loyal and caring side but as soon as
things get heated they flip the script and use you for all you have bleed you until
there is nothing left and then there gone and when they show up again they cause you
more grief and distress . Sometimes they even ask to be forgiven and you let them in
and again they abuse your trust and again you forgive until you reach the end of your
rope then whats left to forgive. I learned that the hard way and so did my mom, its
always someone super close that you would never expect , hence why people say expect
the unexpected. I fully understand what that means now. this is shown by a lot of
people especially people that know your personal life really well they know  how to
tug at your heart string to the point where you want to turn off that little switch
that says emotions/heart so you won't feel anymore , the only thing you will be lost
in is eternal emptiness  a bottomless pit so to speak. In any case when your burned
its hard to fully recover from the scars , they will always be there to remind you of
the pain you suffered , that coarse and harsh feeling of that skin that does not
appeal to the touch of another person. Yes those feelings me and my mom know all  to
well and i sometimes feel like my mom doesn't have clue when it comes to a lot of
things we are like. the only thing that keeps us on track is our faith we have to
muster up boldness and look past our scars because there is other things on the body
that are appealing, that applies to life we have more to live for then the pain, just
because one person likes to leave glass on the floor to step on doesn't mean we can't
go around it or even clean it up. Many people will play games and it may seem like we
are defeated doesn't mean we won't come out victorious in the end . We need to face
it head on and correct it or else we will never know what it is to be strong and
humble. We can be better than that person even if the situation seems bleak we can
always find a way, for if there is a will there is a way. or else how are we going to
endure the last days together. So you may ask what did i do with that double faced
coin well i throw it in the pond and wished that it will never cause problems for
anyone else.

for now i will let the river flow and see where the current guides me and only god
knows whats at the end for me, i hope it goes okay for the unknown is always uneasy

Last edited: 26 November 2013

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