Tuesday, 11 September 2012
03:49:35 PM (GMT)
One particular boy messaged me the other day. And I sent him the message below back.
I feel like this message will answer the questions or comments I get saying:
- "Fail troll is failing"
- "why do you like rape so much"
I bore my soul in this. And I think this shows that I'm not a troll, I simply am
open about my feelings.
"No. But I hear the way you speak and I saw that picture of you and I find both very
enticing. Id love to bend you over and have my naughty little way with you. The fact
that your so tough makes it even better because if I rape you, I'd break your
masculinity, causing you the worst humiliation and pain and the more humiliation and
pain I cause, the more pleasured I am. Your the perfect example of a kid I would
rape. I would intimidate you and scare you, break you down to the point that you'd
pee your pants every time you see another man. I'd be sure to rip your little ass
wide open, not because of the size of my dick (bc it's average) but because of the
excitement you'd cause me. I'd hump you so hard and fast that you'd be bleeding
within minutes of me sliding my dick into your ass. You and your attitude make me
very hard, so I think I'll go masturbate to the thought of raping you and taking my
time with it, being sure to torture and humiliate you before I even enter into you. I
like boys like you. You make raping that much more fun."
And here's another passage that I wrote, once again from the heart. HOpefully it will
let you all understand me and my "rapist tendencies" better:
"I don't care how you feel. I have been through shit in my life too, bro. EVERYONE
has a story, and to say I'm a joke without knowing my story makes you a judgmental
human being. You've succeeded at suicide (almost)? Well i've attempted. you cut
yourself? I used to cut my self everytime i had a sick fantasy because it would kill
me to think like that in middle and high school. But when I went to the hospital and
they brought that therapist or whoever she was to talk to me about why I did it (and
I told her some bs story about being bullied) she gave me sound advice that STILL
applied to my situation: she told me to be myself and not care what anyone thinks
because everyone is a critic. She taught me to be open about how i'm feeling so that
I'm not cutting and trying to kill myself. I made this account to be open about how I
feel, to express WHO I AM. This is who I am. And this is how I feel, take it or leave
it. Now do I take advantage and have a little fun with my fantasies every once and
awhile? OF COURSE. Who wouldn't? I've embraced them now, so I CAN joke around about
them instead of trying to kill myself everytime I have one."
What more do you people want? I'm just open and happen to not care what others think
about how I feel. I am who I am. Feel free to comment if you'd like.
Last edited: 13 September 2012