Tuesday, 21 June 2011
12:53:47 AM (GMT)
Just watch me, as I disappear
You'll never see me again
Just watch me, leave this life here
I suffer slowly until then.
Someone plese get me out
I'm in a ditch, a hole, a rut
I just can't stop thinking about
The knife, and maybe even the bullet
I'm probably going to drift away
You won't even know I was gone
Because by the time you found I've gone astray
It will, for me, have seemed like eons.
We had the Academic Olympics today at school. It was awful. For me at least. I was
team captain for the one team that came in dead last due to lack of interest. I fell
at least five times, all somehow scraping a joint on my body. I won the sack race for
my team, only to do a front flip when I finished and hit the very back of my head on
the ground in the followthrough. It was hot as balls.
This really bothers me.
I'm not sure what really happened, but all I know is everything below the bridge of
his nose was bleeding on his face, and he had to go home because of it. He seemed
okay walking to the nurse, but I'm still bothered by it. I don't even know why. I
think I still like him. But you know what they say. You never stop loving your first
//Is sick of life.