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Okay I lied when I said I wouldn't do any more poetry.Category: (general)
Tuesday, 21 June 2011
12:53:47 AM (GMT)
Just watch me, as I disappear
You'll never see me again
Just watch me, leave this life here
I suffer slowly until then.

Someone plese get me out
I'm in a ditch, a hole, a rut
I just can't stop thinking about
The knife, and maybe even the bullet

I'm probably going to drift away
You won't even know I was gone
Because by the time you found I've gone astray
It will, for me, have seemed like eons.


We had the Academic Olympics today at school. It was awful. For me at least. I was
team captain for the one team that came in dead last due to lack of interest. I fell
at least five times, all somehow scraping a joint on my body. I won the sack race for
my team, only to do a front flip when I finished and hit the very back of my head on
the ground in the followthrough. It was hot as balls.
And John.
This really bothers me.
I'm not sure what really happened, but all I know is everything below the bridge of
his nose was bleeding on his face, and he had to go home because of it. He seemed
okay walking to the nurse, but I'm still bothered by it. I don't even know why. I
think I still like him. But you know what they say. You never stop loving your first
love. FEH~ 
//Is sick of life. 

Love, Patch.

‹VanChan› says:   21 June 2011   341693  
Our team had to be nearby Team Pink and they were so peppy that it
annoyed me. Anything peppy really annoys me. I felt like punching
them. I had lots of spirit at the beginning then I just became
pessimistic afterwards.
‹RushingStars★› says:   21 June 2011   486166  
This is like, one of the coolest poems ever. I can't even pick a
favorite line or stanza because it's all so amazing.


Mmm, I know what you mean. You will never love anyone else as much as
you first real love. I'm still trying to figure out which of
the 3 guys I used gigantic crushes on was my first love, if any.
‹RushingStars★› says:   21 June 2011   754910  
grr... meant to say *had instead of used
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   21 June 2011   205407  
Lol. We were with the Black Team. You think they planned that? White
vs. Black? But yeah, they were too into it.
Oh why thank you my dear. 
There were three? YOU PLAYAAHH
Just kidding. HEHE. But sort of like that, only you think you stopped
loving them but a little peice of your heart will always scream their
(I like that. Don't let me forget to use that last sentence there in a
poem or something.) 
‹RushingStars★› says:   21 June 2011   371684  
Haha, I like that too. If you can't find it, it's 'cuz I stole it. xD 
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   21 June 2011   789312  
((Kidding, kidding. Lololol.)) 
‹RushingStars★› says:   21 June 2011   331634  
LOL you could never find me cuz I live in
efhmaftheafjkskyskdfb hahahah! 
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   21 June 2011   685519  
I WILL FIND YOUUUU. >:T  Lololol. JK(; 
‹How_Could_You_Be_So_Heartless?› says:   21 June 2011   857462  
I know where you live because I have been stalking you since 2005!!
‹RushingStars★› says:   21 June 2011   540219  
Haha if you look closely the answer is in those scrambled letters. xD 
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   21 June 2011   267238  
OH FUCK. Really? I haven't been on here since 2005. 
‹How_Could_You_Be_So_Heartless?› says:   21 June 2011   582717  
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   21 June 2011   238107  
No really. Where? 
‹How_Could_You_Be_So_Heartless?› says:   21 June 2011   555676  
‹~(Shaywee)~› says :   21 June 2011   317059  
'Kay, then. 


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