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I just wanna dieCategory: poems
Thursday, 24 March 2011
06:55:46 PM (GMT)
You're constantly screaming.
Screaming at me.
You're constantly making me feel low.
Why can't I be who I wanna be?
Can't you tell you're the reason.
The reason for my attitude?
Why can't you love me for who I am?
Accept who I am with or without gratitude.
Sure, you let me express myself.
But, then again at what cost?
None, none at all.
Because of you I feel so lost.
I don't know who I am.
Or, for that matter, who I was.
Can I just be backspaced?  Deleted?
I'm just God's cruel joke, just a smudge.
A smudge on your life. 
I only cause pain to you and everyone else.
And with that, I raise my knife.
I see the pike at the end.
Am I crazy?  Or just desprate?
I am so confused.
Maybe I should just keep my lives separate.
The girl everyone knows in society.
And the ghost only I know.
I just wanna die.
But if I do, this way, what would I show?
What would I prove?
That I couldn't handle all that was thrown at me?
Other people do.  Other people can.
Please.  Just let me decide who I am;  And who I can be.

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