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Saturday, 1 January 2011
12:56:42 AM (GMT)
Dear 2011, or should I say Karma, Thanks for being the suckest New Year of my life. I've broke three hearts today, and I rather not go for a fourth. What did I do this past year to deserve this much pain? Being myself? Attempting to be happy? Well, if you meant to bring me down on this holiday known to be giving a new beginning, you did it. You won. I'm upset and I am crying. It hurts, really bad. Only my boyfriend can take some of the pain, but no one can take it all from me. No matter how hard they try. What else do you want from me? My blood? Take it. Cut me into pieces and try to get me surrender into the pain. I'll be willingly to sign a contract for you in my own blood if it made it any better. All I have to tell you is that I've had enough. Make it all stop. Happy New Years my ass, Michaela

‹Dovey♥› says:   1 January 2011   951982  
noo the new years was fucked for me too;
but no letting the new years have you.
its just a dumb ass holiday
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   1 January 2011   665336  
Bleh ._.
It's not the holiday that got me down.
It was the hearts I broke ._. *cries* 
‹Dovey♥› says:   1 January 2011   665919  
In life you will break lots of hearts
but its all for the better in the end hun
they will find someone that will make them happier 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   1 January 2011   751894  
I just feel really bad because they said they have been in love with
me for months/all last year. ._.
And they started to cry when I turned them down, and one one them
stopped being my friend because he said he can't talk to me without
falling in love.... :/

I feel so bad because I caused so much pain in one day ;_; 
‹Dovey♥› says:   1 January 2011   107173  
hey hun, they will fall back in love
just like i will eventually
and this time their love will be returned for the good
you cant help causing pain like that
you need to think of yourself too 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   1 January 2011   786238  
They will fall back in love, yes, but will I be the one they fall for
once again?
bleh I hate being me ._. I get so much attention and love I don't
And I can help causing pain like that, but i have to be a bitch to
them in the beginning so they don't get hurt by me. :/
And I do think of myself, on rare occasions though. I don't need to
give myself much attention either. ._. 
‹Dovey♥› says:   1 January 2011   213708  
I absolutley know how you feel.
i get the same thing and i have to treat it the same way  
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   1 January 2011   727141  
Then how about we be lovers? We wont hurt eachother :3

Lol shhhh I wont tell my bf. >.>
‹Dovey♥› says:   1 January 2011   286248  
lmfao XD
why not
you shall be my jockingly lesbian lover
jk jk 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   1 January 2011   134120  
Now, as you can see I can't be serious for too long, it's not in my
nature >.>
:D Yes, yes, I should. :D
‹Dovey♥› says:   1 January 2011   492374  
im the opposite XD 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   1 January 2011   923636  
Not when you hang with me, the funn-ness(?) just keeps on goin'. :3 
‹Dovey♥› says:   1 January 2011   618895  
True; very very true XD 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   1 January 2011   690342  
I wonder why. :P 
‹Dovey♥› says:   1 January 2011   258714  
your just that kind of amazing person 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   1 January 2011   329497  
aww~ thank you :3 
‹Dovey♥› says:   1 January 2011   721781  
better belive it XD
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   1 January 2011   927799  
*hugs* d'aw 
‹Dovey♥› says:   1 January 2011   451968  
better or i will give you...a hug >[ 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   1 January 2011   139361  
Nope nope, huggles time :D 
‹Dovey♥› says:   1 January 2011   868704  
-hugs you tight- 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says :   1 January 2011   996169  
*hugs back* YUSSSSH :3 


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