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I'm a big kid now.Category: Writing
Sunday, 4 July 2010
03:40:37 AM (GMT)
I'm not the naive little girl I use to be. I've grown up. I don't believe in fairy
tales or "happy ever afters". I know that this is the real world and shit happens. I
don't believe that one day my knight in shinning armor is going to come and save me,
I know that if I need saving, I have to do it myself. I know that there will always
be bad in the world and that there will always be someone waiting and anticipating
for me to fuck up just so they can take me down. I know people lie and cheat more
often then they probably breath and then turn around and call themselves a honest and
trusting person just to get inside of me. I know people sugar coat things and tell me
what I want to hear to get their way and that I really can't trust a word that comes
from their mouth. I know I'm the only one I can trust 100% and not have a single
doubt.
           I've learned to stay strong during the hard times, enjoy the good times,
and forget the bad times, all the while learning from it all. I've learned to push
things aside and deal with unneeded emotions. I've learned that I can't stop myself
from falling in love and fallowing love is heart break but I've found a way to
cushion heartbreak but I'm still working on the cure. I've learned to be my own self
and stand up for what I believe no matter what. I've learned that I can't please
everyone and I shouldn't try, as long as I'm happy with myself what does it matter?
I've learned that no matter what I do I'm going to get hated on so I'm going to keep
doing what I do and be happy with it. I've learned I will always have regrets but to
take every chance that I get because I may never get it again and living in that
moment is the best part of life.
           I have learned all of this, experienced all of this, and yet you still see
me as the little girl who needs her mom. I've grown up and I know things and done
things that would blow yours mind and I do mean literally. So just ease up and let
go.

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