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Thursday, 1 July 2010
09:30:04 PM (GMT)
Well when the person i loved......or well I love cause nothing has changed that 
broke up with me I became a walking dead person but by the end of the day I realized
everyone who said they would be there left and this has particurly happened a lot to
me the past two years so I should be use to this I actually didnt cry until yesterday
(on wed. he broke up with me the friday b4) while talking about all the things that
reminded me of him and just remembering how loved and protected I had felt  but on
the day he broke up with me I wrote a poem so here it is......

                                                            Power to Brealk
     They say that love is where you give someone the power to break your heart but
trust them not to....
                                                     But in the end they always do
They leaving you lying awake every night wondering what you had done wrong and what
you could have done right
                          It leaves an emptiness inside that wants you to dial his
number and ask him why?
                            Asking him why he took the power you gave him for granted
and tore your heart to pieces

.......... before I had cried about it all  I acted like this didn't hurt me that I
was fine I even laughed about it...... even  when I first started to talk about
everything I acted like it was fine I didnt even know I was crying until felt that
first tear drop hit my hand  at first it was a drop here a drop there then it grew in
intensity and my chest where my heart is hurt so bad I never felt that way before 
all the pain I was in b4 was nothing compared to this.......... when i was with him I
felt whole again I could feel my heart beating in my chest again ..............but
now all I feel is an empty space ........the sad part is I dont even really
understand what happened.....we were so happy.....its kind of like he just decided he
didn't want me in his life anymore like i was a rock on the road he just kicked out
of his way..... so idk where I'm gonna go from here things aren't clear anymore

livereal says:   1 July 2010   375571  
...your wrong.
..ere was nohing wrong with you, but when i was with you.. i became a
diffrent person.. the one on the other side of the miror i see
everyday.. i didnt want to lose myself.
and the love u felt for me.. i couldnt return as much.. 
what my heart was wanting was someone.. to hold it.. but.. the name
for love is wrong. one doesnt have to be in love to truely care about
i broke up with you so i wouldnt lose part of me who really care
instead of falling into a life draining away in lie's
Edward_Cullen_Rocks says:   2 July 2010   357763  
Thank you now that is a real answer cause I can understand I'm not
just saying this but people act a little different around different
people it all depends on what you have in common with that person and
I still want to be friends because you do make me laugh and we do have
a connectio btw I lost the gameā€¦ and I love you but as a friend 
livereal says:   2 July 2010   505628  
once i had lost my marble's but now  they are in my bag... glad u
finally understand why... i admit it wasnt the nicest way of letting
you know.. but it had to be done
and yea.. i did lose the game..
did u ever get the  pic i gave ray? about returning ur things
Edward_Cullen_Rocks says:   5 July 2010   428715  
what things?  and a pic?
livereal says:   6 July 2010   562726  
ill try to send it on face book
livereal says :   6 July 2010   331385  
nvm its a pic on here now


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