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I'M SUCH A FUCKING DOUCHE!Category: I fuckin hate myself!
Friday, 26 June 2009
12:23:59 PM (GMT)
wtf!?! gosh! i'm such a douche. i just lost another best friend! but she won't b
able 2 forgive me because: 1. she moved. 2. she bloked me from her myspace. 3. she
fuckin hates me! y do i refuse 2 kill myself when i want 2 soo much?! all i do is
bring misery 2 every1 around me. that's the whole reason i ran away. so i couldn't
hurt anymore ppl. nut instead i hurt the second most important person 2 me. my best
friend and sister vanessa! we did everything together! i mean everything! gosh. y do
i even exsist? idk wut 2 do. i wish there was some y 2 make up 2 her, but the only
way is to some how get ollie sykes (leader of our favorite band "bring me the
horizon") to go and visit her. that's physically impossible for me.  geeze and y am
i tell u this? it's not like u care. u're just a dumb diary. srry if that hurt ur
feelings, but it's true. ;(

zeal213 says:   26 June 2009   775118  
We move on to be better, to choose to be there for those who will
need us, in the memory of those we lost...
deaths_angel says:   26 June 2009   196932  
but i need her. she was always there for me. and i'm afraid that w/
out me she'll get pregnant. she's only 12.
‹THIS MEMBER HAS QUIT KUPIKA FOREVER!› says:   26 June 2009   242927  
aww that fucking stinks!omg shez gonna be pregnat at 12 0_O
deaths_angel says:   26 June 2009   323592  
maybe... she's not a complete slut. she's not even a slut. it's just
that sometimes....
Ollie_Starr says:   26 June 2009   885383  
I could try to get Oli Sykes to meet her.
I've met him at a concert and he's on my myspace friends list...
deaths_angel says:   29 June 2009   225851  
awww... thnx. but were ok now. ^-^
‹Death, Embrace Me With Your Sweet Bliss› says:   30 June 2009   783114  
i care alot... and I believe you and I are here and alive and unable
to kill ourselves for the same reason... you may hurt alot of people,
but you help them in a way too. think about it, I'm right.
deaths_angel says :   30 June 2009   333769  
lol. yeah u r.

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